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Aimless

2011-02-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

Dear forgotten diary,

I have a confession to make. You know, people sometimes feel so helpless and dont know which way they should go in life. I totally get that feeling right now. Im graduating (very soon) and I honestly dont know what I should choose for the next step.
If I were the past me I would totally say "Hack la I will just work for the rest of my life, I hate studying!". But now, Im having second thoughts (in fact its hundreds of thoughts). I dont know what is and will be my ideal job. I dont know what kind of permenant job will make me feel happy and interesting for the next few years. Also, working in the "free labours department" has made me realised that getting a diploma is not good enough to get a good job with decent pay.

Thus, I have decided to go for a degree. BUT what degree should I get?!?!?! I really hate it when I have to make these big decisions and I will start to become paranoid and panic for no reason. "What if I made the wrong choice?" "What if I cannot finish my degree?" "What if this is not what I want?" WHAT IFS WHAT IFS?!?!

Ok I feel better now. I love my family they rocks. Wanted to upload a photo but I got lazy.
BYEBYE my diary!!

its a mess

2010-06-11T02:50:00.004+08:00

Its been so long since the last time I log in to this blog!
Well I didnt mean to neglect it but Im not in the mood to blog for the first few months because of the break up. Anyway its all over now and Im attached for around a month now =) Im enjoying my dating journey now and I hope that my ex is doing fine too.

Im having my internship now at a dating service company. I really enjoy working there because I like the working environment and I love my colleagues! They are a bunch of fun and really nice people we had so much fun together. But sometimes things just dont go really smoothly and my classmate and I had problems juggling both our work and project at the same time. We have difficulty allocating time to do our project due to our unusual working time and of course we cant do our project during working hours even though the project is related to the company. I really hate to say this, but I have no motivation At ALL- both for my work and my project.

It is already very bad that we are not getting any pay and the unusual working hours which sacrifices our social life on weekdays. I felt so bad every time I turn down my friends when they ask me out because of my work. Honestly speaking, my one and only motivation is none other than my colleagues. I can never go through all these without them. I have worked so hard and did my best for the company. I even went the extra mile and went back to help out during weekends(and sacrificing my social life again), all because of that only motivation factor.

What really turned me off is that just a couple of hours ago my boss decided to make a selfish remark and demanded us to increase our working time by one more hour. Can we say no? Then what will happen to our final year project? Why didnt she try to understand our situation when we are already working for the company for free? What's more, my classmate is already struggling with money issues. We dont get paid, and she doesnt get allowance from her parents because she doesnt come from a well to do family. How is she going to survive for the next few months when our transport and food expenses are already so expensive? We are students mind you, it is already very surprising that she can support herself for the past few months through her savings- which is drying up and will soon be gone. I can never do it if I can only depend solely on my piggy bank.

Let's just say the cons out weights the pros by a hundred times. If we continue to work there, we will be the "free labours", we will sacrifice our social life, and MOST importantly we really have no time to do our project. It is already very depressing when there is an amount of stress during work and I have really reached my limit. I dont understand why she can simply comment that having no time for our project is none of her business when our project is based on the company which may benefit the company and of course we have to collect data from the company. If the company doesnt give us the chance and the time to do it, how are we going to pass our project? Yes Im talking about PASSING not aceing it. I am really, really disappointed. I suddenly have this very strong negative feel that Im being taken advantage of, HEAVILY taken advantage of in fact. I totally dont feel appreciated by the company at all. This totally took away the only motivation in me. I understand that being a small company, it is necessary for them to reduce costs as much as possible. But this is not the right way to do so. This is just like what one of the articles I've read a few days ago regarding companies exploiting interns for their own benefits. What is our school doing? What is the MOM doing? They shouldnt let the students do the free work! And they must really implement rules to protect all the interns please.

I am a very emotional person. A part of me still wants to be with the team but I cant continue this anymore. I dont want to fail my project and retain one semester because of this company. I dont want to feel unappreciated for the effort I've put in. I dont like to be treated as a free labour. Come on who in the world will like this?

I am going to use all means and methods I can to stop working and concentrate on the project. I dont care what contract or agreement there is between the school and the company, this is just too unfair to us interns. And I want to stop all these free labour nonsense. I dont want to see the next batches of final year students to be the next victims. I dont want my sister to put up with all these nonsense that Im going through. THIS SUCKS.
The harsh reality of life- TOTALLY UNFAIR.

CNY!!! :DD

2010-02-12T03:49:00.003+08:00

its going to be 4am now and the reason why im not sleeping yet is because im going back to my kampong in around one hour!! :DD

actually i am super tired now because i didnt get enough sleep these few days, especially yesterday i had to do the stupid project and its finally done! its only left with the main exams now yeah no more projects/quizzes/assignments/tests!!! :DDDDDDD

just finished painting my nails and i've ruined one of them =.= lazy to repaint it hahaha. omg i need to find something to do to prevent myself from dozing off. i purposely stayed awake up till now i must persevere!!!

shit my lao pa went to off the lights i feel even more sleepy now =.=

ok anyway i will come back on next thursday. must remind myself to bring my notes there because my exams are on the following week.

ohh and i wana buy a camera!!

Samsung ST 500!!! its a dual screen camera which means vain girls like me can camwhore easily!! with this camera my face definitely wont get cut off when im taking photos with my friends LOL =.= cant aim properly hahaha!!

i really want it but its not very cheap sian zzz.

oh and i want LG LOLLIPOP!!! this phone is like really made specially for me one lor

(including its name omg im visualizing how my brain will look like when my skull is opened =.=)!! have to wait till april when my father's line contract ends. he went to buy a new phone using my contract and passed me his spare phone wth should buy me this what ahh!!!! =(((

ok i go to go soon!

bye! =)

the battle with the cockroach

2010-02-05T02:06:00.002+08:00

yes it is 2am now and im supposed to be asleep.
but you know what? just when i was about to switch off my computer, i saw a gigantic cockroach crawling swiftly into my room!!!! i dashed to the kitchen for the heroic bygone and guess what??? IT IS TOTALLY EMPTY!!! THE LAST FREAKING CAN EMPTY!!!!
GOD THE HORRORS!!!!!!! >:((((((((
so i went back to the living room and took some newspapers and roll them into a rock solid stick and walked into my room. AND NOW THE COCKROACH IS PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH ME!!!!! OMG OMG OMG I WONT FREAKING SLEEP IN MY ROOM TONIGHT!!!
IMAGINE THE ENORMOUS DIRTY BROWN DISGUSTING INSECT LAND ON ME WHILE I SLEEP! :OOOOOOOOOOO
no im not afraid of xiao qiangs. i merely hate them because they look hideous and their creepy crawler legs are mad disgusting. GROSS TO THE MAX AHHHHH!!!! HELP ME HOW DO I SLEEP TONIGHT I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 7!!!!!!

i hope it wont hide inside my shopping loots omg i need to go rescue them now. i totally regretted going to expo. i cant believe i spent $2847938468139037 in one day. ahhhh my money!!!!! i shall not shop again, i should not shop again, i must not shop again!!!! i can literally feel my heart aching when i look at all the receipts =.=

ok shit i think i will sleep on the sofa now. mad tired omg the sofa so squeezy i wont get to have a good sleep. well at least i get to sleep in peace haha. i hope the stupid xiao qiang will go ding dong and kill itself by jumping down from my room's window.

ok bye.

im fine and happy

2010-01-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

i am busy doing projects recently.

i hate doing projects! why cant they just let us take exams instead!!! i still have one presentation, two projects and one group assignment left. plus all the tests and quizzes and the main exams before the semester finally ends.

i am quite contented with my life now(except the projects part haha). my classmates are still as funny as ever, and they are always there to cheer me up. my girlfriends are always just a phone call away and they are always there to share my worries, they are always there for me to hug and cry my heart out. my sister is always there to gossip with me about random people at home hahaha!

and my dad, he is the most wonderful father in the whole world. i felt so bad that i've neglected him for so long. he is the only guy in the world who will give me unconditional love and ask for nothing in return. how can i neglect him for other guys who have loved me and expected me to love them in return? guys come and go, but he is always there to protect me for the past 18 years. sometimes i feel that im a very bad daugther because i dont spend much time with him but he has spent so much time and effort to bring me up.

for the past 18 years i've been through a lot of ups and downs(and to be honest my life is a bit dramatic when i was young haha), and everytime i fall down he is the main reason why i am able to get up and continue my life with a smile. i would not be where i am now if not for him. i may be in heaven already or maybe i wont even be born into this world in the first place. he gave me strength and taught me how to be strong, be brave, be happy. he always turn my nightmares into sweet dreams. he is the most important person in my life. and i always smile to myself everytime i look at the spare phone hahaha =)

ok i need to stop now before i start to think about the past again and cry infront of the computer screen =.=

i love you dad, and i will love you more than any other man i meet along the way =)

happily never after

2010-01-09T19:10:00.002+08:00

I am writing this post with a heavy heart.
It happened so suddenly, so sudden that I hoped it was all nothing but a dream.
You called me suddenly in the middle of the night, and I thought you were concerned about me.
But instead of words of care and concern, all I got was hurtful words from you.
Words that are so hurtful, it pierced my heart as you speak, and tore me up into a million pieces.
My vision started to blur, and tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
Why? Why did you expect so much from me?
Where is the love you gave me? I could feel it no more.

I cried for the entire night, hoping everything will be fine the next morning.
But no it did not, the call came and its those hurtful words again.
My swollen eyes were filled with tears, my lips were dried up.
It's still the same no matter what I say.
I'm sorry I couldn't do what you wanted me to do.
Where is the love you gave me? I could feel it no more.

I want to break free, I want to be myself again.
I felt so tired, vulnerable and weak, both physically and mentally.
No more boyfriends, no more commitments, no more tears.
I just want to be happy again.

Goodbye my love, I'll miss you.

happy new year

2010-01-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

alright i have something to say. last wednesday(i think?), i was blogging about day 3 while chatting with jasmine who was very angry and kept scolding fuck LOL. then when i was halfway there, she sent me a link to watch some funny cartoon. then i kept watching a lot of episodes and got tired of looking at the same 4 faces so i closed the window(together with my blog entry) and went to watch something else.
NOW I AM TOTALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO CONTINUE IT!!!

its new year now so i shall have some new year resolutions!! :DD
1) gain weight. i wana be 45kg!
2) exercise. i hate my skinny arms omg i need some muscles there.
3) get good results. preferably all As but its impossible =.=
4) finish my assignments and projects way before the deadline. IMPOSSIBLE but still! =.=
5) BUY A NEW MOUSE. maybe i shall wait until its totally spoilt first because i lazy go buy.

ok i cant think of anymore crap now. need to go gossip with my girlfriend now hahahaha!
i wana eat xiao long bao =(
bye!

vietnam trip

2009-12-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

sidetrack a bit first...
tomorrow is my boyfriend's POP(passing out parade)! he said he got the best in division and to be honest i dont really know what it means but i think its something like being the top student in class? so he had to lead his division during the parade and march out as the first. im so proud of him can! :D i can totally visualize him wearing the super hot marine uniform marching like a man! :DDD luckily he's not gonna wear the ugly-to-the-max green army uniform eeew hahaha. poor boyfriend is under a lot of stress because he is representing his division so he has double the pressure during rehearsals and some retarded asshole kept aiming him for no reason. but still, omg so happy for him, his girlfriend is so proud of him for having endured two months of bullshitness lol.

ok now for the day two of vietnam trip! yes i know im damn slow but im born like this so yup hahahaha ;)

DAY 2

basically for day 2 we went to an small island called Mekong Delta. and we get to sit on a sampan! :D omg it's very fun and it reminds me of the "malaysian sampan" HAHAHHA!

taken in the bus on the way to ferry terminal. saw these farmers harvesting rice and those ang moh tourists stopped their bus just to take photos and see the farmers doing their job! they are like so fascinated and all lol.

my mother, vietnamese salesgirl, my father. we bought some vietnam hats to play with.
ok from now on i shall call these the farmers hats because they remind me of farmers.

my sister looking like a vietnamese girl.... and a farmer hahaha!

waiting for the boat at the ferry terminal.
see how evil my lao pa and uncle were. i totally cannot see what they were do because the farmers hat was blocking my view and i felt like i got bullied when i see this photo =.= i didnt know my uncle was behind me wth stupid monk =.=

group photo! :D

snake wines. it is said to have medical properties but it tastes like shit.
i only had a small sip and it sucks. very high alchol content and it has a disgusting aftertaste which taste like rotten meat. i guess the rotten taste comes from the snakes since the snakes are literally rotting in it. eeeeew to the max.

oh and my father bought one bottle home =.= i went to examine the snake and it looks like a cobra! omg is it poisonous?

boarding the boat!

in the shaky boat. the weather is super hot that day.

my vietnamese sister haha.

the two old uncles who will never grow up :X

look the ships are sooo cute! dont know why they would want to paint eyes on their ships but its so cute hahaha.

reaching the island... this is not the island btw duh.

reached! yes that's the entrance lol.

bees. they gave us some honey drink and medicated wine to try.

then we walked around and went to this place where they served us some local fruits to eat.

some veitnamese ladies singing songs while we enjoy our fruits.

see the sampans in the background! we were queueing up for the sampan and this girl was sitting there and kept waving to us! she is so friendly and cute omg :D

my lao pa and uncle waving madly haha they're so enthu :) i pity the two person who had to row their sampan because erm, they are not very light lol.

still very enthu and waving like mad people lol.

on the sampan! i look very calm here but actually im very scared that i will fall into the water!
so scared that i dont even dare to move my butt lol.

my sister and the headless man rowing the sampan. this is the best photo i can take because im super near to her and my butt was sticked to the wood lol.

the super noisy goose attracting attention while they swam past us.

on the way back. here's my sister again. wth how come there's so many photos of her! =.=

my umbrella is matchy matchy with my tshirt! :D i took out my umbrella because of the scorching sun not because i want to act like a ghost ok thanks.

the stupid monk acting like a retard again lol.

and they really slept! mad power to be able to fall asleep even though the boat is shaking swaying and vibrating vigorously.

still sleeping. the sun was shining so brightly that the water in the background turned white wow.

then we went to visit this super old temple.

then we went for dinner after this.
the weather in vietnam is quite weird. the sky darkens at 5+pm and its already dark at 6+pm.
usually in singapore the sky is dark 7.30pm but over there is at like 6.30pm.

yeah end of day 2!

ok im missing the strawberry bubblebath i had in the hotel! super shiok and smells great. ahhh i want a bathtub in my bathroom!

hi im back from vietnam ! :DD

2009-12-04T01:15:00.008+08:00

YEAH IM BACK FROM VIETNAM!!! :DDD
so happy that i can take a long break from school hahahaha! but kindda sad that i cannot go dating with my boyfriend when he can book out early because of hari raya.

anyhow i must say something first, the price is super worth it man!! actually it is supposed to be a 4 days 3 nights tour(from 27/11 to 30/11) but the flight got cancelled and the travel agency have to change it to another flight. and luckily, the earliest flight is on 1/12 so we got one more day for free! free one night of hotel stay and got to fly in SIA instead of some ulu indonesian airline, worth it or not?!?!? what's more, my father booked it during september(during the natas travel fair i think) so it is already discounted! one person only has to pay like around $520 lor! which means one day is only around $100!
i seriously dont know how they can profit from it when it is so dirt cheap lol.

DAY 1 (27/11)

technically speaking it should be night 1 since we arrived there at night hahahaha! and that day is my lao pa's birthday! i am super jealous because he always get to celebrate his birthday overseas while we're on a holiday!

ate birthday cake at home.
my lao pa is pretty normal that day =.= oh and the wood thingy is a leg sauna! feels super shiok when you use it during cold weather or tired from a lot of walking.

at changi airport checking in our luggage.
all of us are super boliao cox we went to stand on the weighing machine which is used to weight the luggage during check in to measure our weight.
im 43kg! i've always thought im 40 only lor! apparently my weighing scale at home is not accurate because i measured my weight again when im back from vietnam and im still at 40 LOL.

this is taken in vietnam. we are going to dine on a ship!
please ignore my retarded face and look at the sailors in the background. all the waiters and waitresses were dressed in sailor uniforms, so cool right! i think they got different ranks too because i noticed that the uniforms are not identical, like they got different bars on their shoulders and the logos on their caps are different etc.

super long dining table.

all the hungry pigs waiting for the food to be served.

my lao pa lao ma.
i think they are staring in that direction because the waiters came holding onto food haha pigs!

the female sailors! :D

wow im wearing white too :D see the uniforms are different! so cool that they pay attention to the small details even though they are fake sailors haha.

ahhh my stupid cousin ruined this photo lol.

my laopa is very happy...........

because there is a performer wearing literally only bra and panties!

all the pervert guys stopped eating halfway and came dashing to the front snapping photos like there's no tomorrow! and they blocked my view so inconsiderate! im not like them ok i happened to be sitting at the front so i continued to eat my food while my sister took the photos. i shall only post one of them because these photos reminds me of perverts salivating like they have never seen a girl before eeeeww.

my uncles and cousin. we call the botak one ming yi fa shi haha!

and yes my relatives are all crazy like my laopa. they love to do funny actions when taking photos =.= so old already still so childish hahaha.

the traffic over there is insane.

we have to risk our lives when crossing the road because it is filled with bikes and there are very little traffic lights! even if there is they wont stop one lor they'll continue to drive when the light is red.

crossing the road is as exciting/scary as riding a roller coaster.

oh i love my hotel room!!! :DDDD

at first im like quite disappointed because our room is at the 3rd floor and the hotel lifts sucks! super slow and small omg. but when we step into the room and turn on the lights for the first time i fall in love with this lantern because it made the whole room filled with dim pink lights when the other lights are turned off! very nice ambience. the others who got the rooms at other floors are very jealous because only our floor has these decorations and they demanded us to switch rooms with them haha!

we went to look at the rooms at the other floors and our floor has the prettiest room while my parents' room at 8th floor is the most spacious.

erm, this is my sister lol =.= just wanted to show the lanterns at our bedside.

oh and the tv!!! it has a lot of channels lor! from channel 1 all the way to channel 99!!

mad crazy i tell you. it is like the starhub cable tv. we watched channels like HBO and star movies and cartoon network etc.

ok that's it for night 1! :D

im not dead yet, my blog is.

2009-11-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! :DDD
im supposed to be sleeping now but i just ate finished my udon noodles(yums!!) so im like finally here because i have nothing to do hahahaha!!! im a bit crazy now, i mean since like a few hours ago because i miss gossiping with someone and i went crazy when she was online. she got a shock because i kept typing i miss her a lot and she thought something happened to me. she asked me what happened and i replied im crazilly in love with her lol. i shall go to her house tomorrow and rant out EVERYTHING hahaha!!!

come to think of it, she is like my closest friend man. i slept with her(not the r rated kind of slept please), yes i know it is very common but you know what? i bathed with her before! twice i think haha. but sadly i didnt get to see her erm, overwhelming bust because she dont want me to and i swear that i didnt peek at her once! not sure whether she has peeked at mine though. and we shared a lot of secrets and a lot of gossips, of course. ok i am very bad i suddenly have evil thoughts to play pranks on her. shall change topic now haha.

ok now to the reason why im not blogging for so long. the very first reason is because my mind always went blank when i come to this page. and this is because my beloved phone decided to screw up on me last month and thus all my photos in the phone are gone. there goes all the pics that were taken at the zoo!!! which is the day before my boyfriend officially became a botak man in case you forgot. totally lost my mood when i think of it :( even more moody when i think of *cough* the shingz-ing-ly *cough* powderful *cough* girl *cough*. omg a major turnoff ahhh!!!

ahem. shall not let something unpleasant to affect my mood. shall think of something errrr...... oh i went shopping with my sister for her prom dress last friday and i saw a dress and i TOTALLY fell in love with it! how how how?!?!?! should i buy should i buy?!?!!? my sister said i look very good in it but still! ahhhh really felt like buying but i rarely wear dresses and it costs $39.90 :(((( omg how?!!?!?!?!?!

by the way my sister's prom dress is super chio. i fell in love with it when i first saw it and i persuaded her to buy it. 80% is because she looks good in it and it is wayy better than the other dresses she tried on, and 20% is because i also looks good in it and i can wear it too if she buys it xDD.
sigh, i am very sad because she bought a chio dress but i didnt ahhhhh :((((

ok gtg sleep now. tired to the max. bye :D

looking forward to friday! :D

2009-10-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

hello my poor little blog! :D i've came here to see u today how wonderful! i was very hungry just now and went to cook instant udon that my beloved dad bought specially for me and it is very delicious! its my favourite brand and the portion is very big i felt so contented after eating haha.

this whole week is the most boring week, because my befriend left me last thursday! :((( i so sad that i cried :( ok i lied i didnt cry but i went to put crying emoticons on msn to show that my heart is crying but my eyes are not, ok lame. well who knows some of my friends pop out and asked me why im sad, maybe they are worried or very kaypoh like me haha!
so the very nice me went to tell some of them that i got abandoned by my boyfriend aww how sad. then they start to say some stuffs to console me... blah blah blah....
and i proceed to say that its a bluff! they replied "CHEH!!!!" and i replied "HAHAHA!"
yup, its fun to tease them. shall do it more often so do not be alarmed if u see sad faces on my msn again. ok just kidding, wont be doing it since it will only work once anyway.

so the thing is my boyfriend went into ns last thursday which explains why im feeling sad recently. but its ok since he will come out on friday because of dipapalee yeah!!! :DD in case u dont understand i mean its deepavali, purposely spelt it that way because i like to pronounce it that way haha di-pa-pa-lee!
oh and u know what? kangaroo means "i dont understand" in some foreign language!!! went to the zoo the day before boyfriend's enlistment and got to know about this kangaroo fact. next time when someone says something chem i will say kangaroo kangaroo! :DD
i wanted to upload pictures taken at the zoo but i am very lazy so i havent transfer the pictures into my computer yet.

school's starting next week. school suxs because i have to wake up early again =(

6 more days to go!!!! :((((

2009-10-02T08:38:00.002+08:00

hi good morning!!!!! :DDDD
WOAH OMG i cant believe im up and awake at 8+am!!!

ok i just lied. i didnt sleep at all. no it is not because i just reached home, im a very good girl you see :D i didnt sleep at all because my brain just went ding dong and i cant drift to lalaland after lying on my bed for the whole night. AND i did like 80 sit-ups and 60 crunches omg can you believe it?!?!?!?!?!?! told ya my mind went ding dong right =.=
ok actually why i suddenly thought of doing sit-ups/crunches is because few days ago i was watching the F1 concert(on tv, not live, duh) with boyfriend and i saw gwen stefani's six packs. i asked my boyfriend," ahhh you see her durian so nice!!! i also wana have durian!!! how to train how to train!!!!"
he replied, " do sit-ups", with a very -____-''' face.

but of course im very realistic. i have a fat tummy and i love to eat and im lazy so it is impossible for me to get six packs haha. but i wana have nice abs and toned arms!! tmd my arms are mad skinny i wana have fleshy arms.... and fingers. i felt that my arms and hands are very scary now as im typing this because i just stared at them for like 5 seconds and omg all the bones and veins are so visible that it is scaring me =.=

wow great im very hungry now. just ate two eggs but im still very hungry. gonna go eat some cheesecake my sister made and go have a shower and then go boyfriend house to surprise him and force/smack/wack/kick/drag him to go out for breakfast! yes i know im a very nice girlfriend. you know yesterday night i brought the jellies i made to his house and he didnt even look at it lor! keep playing his precious dota and ignoring my poor little jellies :((( i got mad and threw the jellies into the fridge. HATE PEOPLE WHO PLAYS DOTA fullstoppp.

i can hear the cheesecake calling my name. its begging my not to eat it. muahahahahahaha cheesecake here i come!!!
byebye :D

9 more days to go :(((

2009-09-29T01:58:00.002+08:00

omg im supposed to be sleeping now but im not.
i am very hungry now as usual, and sadly there's no tom yum bee hoon!!! didnt eat it for dont know how many days because my mom refuses to buy it omg my craving is getter stronger every day. and the usual forgetful me forgot to bring some tuna/chicken pies home. there is one whole big box of polar pies at boyfriend's house! and the very addictive tapioca chips also at his house tmd no food to eat =.=

have to wake up early because boyfriend is bringing me to gamble ship/cruise or whatever it is called. not going there to gamble, im a very obedient girl i only gamble on special occasions and im very poor so i dont have spare money for gambling hahaha!! just wana have some experience since its my first time and also to eat free food(yes im very auntie :D). oh and to stop gamble addicts from wasting too much of their hard earned money haha oops.

i think there's something wrong with my house's fridge. a few days ago i went to make some jellies during midnight and i left it in the fridge. the next day i wanted to bring it to boyfriend's house and *poof* all the jellies became frozen solid!!! i did not leave it in the freezer duh. dont know why the temperature is so low. now my jellies are not very appealing but its still edible after waiting 123214314 years for it to defrost WTH.

ok need to go sleep now. and my definition of sleep is to eat something while reading newspaper and then sleep. ok who cares haha tralala tralalala bye :D
OH and after i saw the frozen jellies i went to make some strawberry puddings! very nice but very sweet and it is in a very sweet pink colour omg the colour very nice haha :D too bad boyfriend dont like strawberry stuff so i can gobble up all of them by myself muahahaha!!
haha bye =)

16 days to go :(

2009-09-22T01:21:00.002+08:00

my life is so mundane now. its not a bad thing but sigh.... it sucks when you know that someone you love is going to "abandon" you for two weeks soon. sometimes i wonder how i will survive the two weeks and this leads to paranoid thinkings and i started to imagine silly scenarios of getting dumped by him because of whatever reason.. blah blah blah and poof, he left me for good. heard too many stories about couples breaking up during this period zzz =.=

ok move to happier stuffs.

hmmm... the usual going to boring places for no reason, watching movies... oh the sua ku me ate my very first prata bomb last week. tastes quite good but not very worth it for the price.

and also i realised that my boyfriend gets addicted to those taiwan drama series easily. he is insanely hooked onto "fated to love you" and he keeps mentioning how the main actor/actress is very handsome/pretty blah blah blah and he keeps humming the songs nonstop. sometimes i wonder whether he is a she hahahaha oops :X

loves =)

i hate the school website >:(

2009-09-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

results are out.
SURPRISINGLY, i got A for ob when i though i will fail it =.= so it is very obvious that the school moderated our marks by a lot a lot. wow really cant believe it lor. or izzit because i did well for quizzes and term test?
the sad part - i got C+ for law and mi. but i expected it given that i can finish the law project in one or two days and the mi teacher is the most stingy teacher in the world.
the angry part - i cant log in to see my gpa!!! >:( stupid lousy website urgh. always happen when the results are released or we have to log in to choose cds =.=

shall wait for the stupid thing to load while i wait for dinner to be cooked.

*6.40pm*
finished eating my dinner. website still acting like a retard. wana go bathe but my sister went into the bathroom when i step into the kitchen. fuck her, always snatch my bathroom. i am scolding her because i am angry with the website and i got two C and she sucks and scolding the website will make me look like a retard. ok i dont care i am fustrated now.
fuck you stupid school website! decided to stop trying to log in and go watch naruto.
ok fuck the anime website havent sub naruto yet. fuck the subbers why they so slow?!?!?! ok actually they are the fastest ones =.=

just realised i didnt scold fuck for a very long time. i always scold bitch and neglected fuck. some bitches are fuckers because they love to fuck around. and i think that bitches who fuck around are worse than those cheena prostitutes because they do it for free. wow what a good way to degrade yourself. social escorts are also worse than cheena prostitutes because they do it for branded goods, not because they are poor and cant afford necessities. thus i shall label bitches who fuck around as fucking cheapo slut and social escorts as high class whores.

also hate girls who look for guys who are rich and then keep asking them to buy branded goods and go high class restaurants. such girls are very cunning and will keep sucking your blood till you dry up. fucking high maintenance shit. dont buy expensive stuffs if you cant afford it yourself! come to think of it, the most expensive things i have bought are my spects and ds lite lor. and both of them are the only ones that are above 100 bucks. really dont understand why girls of my age are willing and love to splurge hundreds and thousands on luxury goods.

ok sister finally came out. bathe liao go meet boyfriend! happy happy me now. must remember to tell him to bring me go food fair haha.

09.09.09

2009-09-09T15:55:00.002+08:00

i've decided to come here instead of watching movies/animes online.
why? because its 09.09.09 today!! :DD
im feeling excited because i daydreamed of getting married on this special day. so romantic right?!?!?! sigh, if this date were to take place only ten years later... i will definitely wana choose this date to get married. so easy to remember the date and its romantic hahahaha :D
i dont care if its during the 7th month lor. what 7th month cannot get married? is there really such rules?

speaking of 7th month, i think my block's lifts love to play pranks on me. its like they have a life on their own. or maybe its some "good brothers" who got bored and wana play with me but oh well. whatever it is, it is just freaking scary. happened two times already, and both happened when no friends/strangers were there and its past midnight. yes it happened after midnight!! can u imagine it?!!?!? i have to freaking climb the spooky stairs from the 1st floor to the 8th floor for the 2nd encounter. although i did not see any you-know-what, but the lifts are really weird? im sure the lifts were not faulty or under maintenance!
ok enough of this, im scaring myself now.

oh my exam results are coming out tomorrow!!! im very nervous because im scared i will fail my ob. seriously screwed up that paper damn badly. shall start finding a job if i passed, if i suay suay fail i will jump down at tp building. ok obviously im just kidding, not funny at all =.= i wana throw away all my notes tomorrow!!! burn them one by one muahahahahahaha!!! :DDDD

what should i do on 09.09.09? i wana go have a romantic dinner with boyfriend at kfc. i miss kfc a lot. boyfriend and i have been sick for the past few days lor. he's weaker than me cox im fine already but he's not hahaha!!! he fall sick first one lor, then i went to take care of him and he's very evil keep passing all the invisible virus to me so i fall sick with him. hao xing mei hao bao!

i am craving for kfc!!!!! hope he will bring me to go there eat later. but most probably he wont want because he is very evil and always bully me one :( (i hope boyfriend sees this so he will bring me go kfc hahaha oops)

ok i shall end here! bye :D

awful day :(

2009-09-03T16:19:00.002+08:00

hi everyone, im currently feeling extremely hungry because i havent ate anything since i woke up. and im having flu and sore throat and fever now, yes during holidays. why am i always sick during holidays?!?!?!?! >:( super unlucky i know. im starving like a hungry ghost now, opps im not supposed to say this since its the 7th month but who cares. starving is worse than death... because i say so haha. hate that im super hungry and there's no food to eat. and yes i love to rant because im not in a good mood now and im sick and nobody cares and i wana eat kfc and ice cream and soup and xiao long bao!!! urgh felt so irritated now =.=

pardon my french, im not in a right state of mood, cant think straight haha.
need to go hunt for food in the kitchen.... mom cooking dinner now, shall eat some biscuits first.

ok i dont know what to write liao. wana watch pokemon movie now.
bye =(

holidayssss!!

2009-08-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

YEAH EXAMS FINISHED!!!!
although im quite worried that i'll have to take sup paper for OB, but most of us didnt do well so i guess they will moderate a lot? haha trying to stay positive and i wana throw away all my notes but im still scared that i'll fail!
classmates told me that im in the top 10% of the cohort! :D went to check the email, need to go attend some retarded cert-giving ceremony, still invite parents some more wth. dont feel like going because im lazy and i dont wana wear formal and they will only be giving the alien cert and god knows what it can be used for =.=

cant remember what i wanted to type. suddenly got reminded about something while browsing through movies. my boyfriend lost his cousin's safra card and apparently one of his friends took it. it happened during the last time when we were watching a movie at tampines gv and we used the card to get discounts for the tickets. somebody went to take the card and didnt return it! boyfriend said the card membership fees is like over hundred bucks lor. dont know who is the evil asshole who took it urgh. curse him go to hell haha.
i keep trying to remember what is the last movie we watched at gv but cant remember. can someone help me to find all the movies that are released in july? right now i can only remember i watched harry potter in july, not sure which cinema. =.=

ok i dont know what to say liao, bye =)

lousy day

2009-08-17T23:59:00.007+08:00

monday is lousy day because of monday blues. i want pudding day because im craving for the egg pudding now. and i ate finished my tom yum bee hoon!!!! >:( felt really irritated when im hungry lol.

im a bad girl because i have no mood to study for exams. all i can think of now is whether there are any edible food in the kitchen. i need to eat some meat. im a carnivore rahhhh! ok went to kitchen, saw two campbell soups. one clam chowder and one seafood mushroom. which should i pick? i shall eat some seaweed first muahahahahaha!

BJ is fun! had a BJ session at aaron's house on sunday. boyfriend and i won more than $50 at first but in the end we only won a few bucks lol. dont dare to play texas with them. they very fierce keep throwing money like free one. i dont know how to bluff people lol. btw BJ stands for blackjack not blowjob u dirty minded people :)

ok this is very random but i shall put up photos of my boyfriend's retarded face for fun. i love how he always do silly stuffs to make me laugh :)

what he will do when i try to take a photo of him:

TMD POINT MIDDLE FINGER AT LAO NIANG!!! =.=

what he will do when i wana take a photo with him:

omg my face looks freaking super mega fat here.

his tongue is very short and thick ewwww :P

saw him making this face before i press the shutter and so i did it with him lol.

what he will do when we have nothing to do:

please ignore my candid face thanks =.= was playing with the "motorcycle" when the lousy photographer snap this pic.

omg i dont know him ok, i only know my arm in the foreground and faceless aaron in the background lol.

tada, my cute little farting boyfriend :D nowadays he keeps farting smelly gas omg poor me. HAHAHA i just told everyone his secret!!! ok la not a secret but wadever! omg i wana say another thing about my boyfriend! should i? later he come chase me with a chopper how? ok i shall do it! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

interesting fact: my boyfriend dont have armpit hair!! lol he didnt shave it but hair just refuses to grow there. ok actually have la but its like only 5 strands on each side HAHAHAHA! i thought men are supposed to be hairy one. i love my boyfriend's hairless armpits lol, so much better than those super hairy ones.

ok enough of these nonsense. im drunk even though i didnt drink xD

bye =)

2 more to go!

2009-08-12T01:08:00.002+08:00

finally the number of projects to be done are down to the last two! :DD
the horro is that i thought my exams starts on next next friday but apparently its next friday!!
why ah?!?!?! i thought next week is study!!!!! >:(
the worst part is that there will be two exams on that day =.= and the following monday will be the last one but the stupid me went to book my btt on that day... after procastinating for a total of 3 months.
yes im trying to drain myself out. actually i purposely to book it on that day because its the earliest date and i definitely wont wake up late because of the exam haha!!! see im so smart haha opps =.=

ok time to cook tom yum bee hoon. its my all time favourite supper now. give me a lifetime supply of it and i swear i can eat it every single day without fail.

by the way, G.I.JOE and UP are two awesome movies. just came back from watching g.i.joe and tuesday is waffles day! ate the waffles at gelare before watching it. omg i suddenly have the cravings for bbq stingray and sotong from sunday's chalet again. ok im feeling super hungry really need to go cook now.

bye =)

happy day! (again =.=)

2009-07-31T18:52:00.004+08:00

yeah im going to watch movie later! :D
its been quite long since last movie i've watched. ok actually not very long but to me its very long haha. imma hardcore movie addict LOL! waiting for boyfriend to come back from work now. he promised to bring me to icecreamchef later. let's see if he can still remember it. shall spank him 50 times if he fails to do so ;P

was doing the pmi project at school's lab just now. hopefully we can finish it by tomorrow. and hopefully i wont wake up late again =.= i overslept for today and yesterday but luckily jasmine's messages woke me up lol. i suspect its the new pillow my mom bought for me. for some reason the pillow has some magical powers which never fails to make my head stick to it like a superglue and gave me wonderful dreams which made me wish that i wont have to wake up ever again. i have a lot of weird imaginations haha.

photos taken from last saturday :)

me and boyfriend :) he likes this photo a lot and forced me to put it as my handphone's wallpaper lol.

uploaded this photo on purpose because i think it is very funny! look at ronald's retarded face and the female ghost in the background HAHA! yup that female ghost is me, cant remember why im standing at there lol. ok i think im choosing songs or something haha ronald has a retarded face lol oops =X

sian now 7pm already boyfriend still havent come back =.= i was watching naruto just now and the story was so touching that i teared. oh well its not the first time i cried while watching anime but this is the first time i cried when watching naruto. but it still cant beat one piece man, i literally cried and laughed out loud at the same time while watching it LOL. silly me =.=

i can feel that boyfriend is on the way home now. i have a special aura to sense my surroundings and the aura tells me so. or maybe its women's sixth sense because its always accurate when it comes to relationships. or maybe i got influenced by jasmine and winston because both of them went crazy when we were in the computer lab and i was sitting in between them. i didnt know craziness is transmittable. must remind myself to be careful next time.

ok gtg now. hangover and ice cream here i come!!!!

happy day =)

2009-07-23T00:59:00.003+08:00

okay firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ENEN AND VERONA! :D
one year older, one year wiser =)
and happy belated birthday to xinyi too! wanted to sms her but scared she changed number lol. should have smsed her man, i miss hanging out with her =((( miss the days when we went to town and did retarded stuffs and laughed at ourselves for being silly :)

omg i feel like i have no balls now, even though i really dont have balls haha. you know i used to be daring and all and i love to try new things. that explains all the exotic food that i've eaten - insects, rabbits, cow's dick(yes its true im not kidding =.=) and many many others which i cant remember now.
come to think of it, i think i wont dare to do it at this age now. i dont think i will try new things like these lor. but luckily i tried them before so its not as scary as what they seem to be. they are very good experiences to me. oh well, everyone can only live for once(if recarnation does not exist), why not try as much as you can? :)

ok shall stop talking about this as i kept thinking about the cow's dick now =.= can come and ask me personally if you wana know how it tastes like HAHA!

and im happy today! :D firstly is because the accounting quiz today is very easy :D. second is because my law teacher loves me now because i kept answering his questions so that class can be dismissed early, hope i can get full marks for class participation hahaha! thirdly is we went to eat steamboat to celebrate their birthdays and i get to eat two slices of the chocolate cake :DDDD. fourth is they planned to go pub on saturday to celebrate bernie and roland's birthday and girls dont have to pay for the drinks muahahahaha! :D. fifth is i can learn to play the new game on saturday and enen will be there so i wont get bored!

oh i saw a super chio tranny at the steamboat place! she has neh neh and doesnt have adam's apple but her voice sounds kinda manly. one of her friends looks like a tranny too! i was wondering whether she really is a tranny or not lor. she looks so pretty and feminine that the only thing which makes us suspect her being a tranny is her voice. wanted to go approach her and be friends but i have no balls haha. i swear i will do it if someone pays me $100 LOL! i've always wanted to have a tranny as my friend. i feel that they are very genuine and wont despise others, unlike some people who are hypocrites and think highly of themselves, heh. ahhh i regretted for being so ball-less, she's really pretty as a tranny! im not a lesbian btw, just like to look at pretty babes haha.

AHHHHH just when im feeling mega happy the heaven decides to spoil my mood by making my phone go cranky =.= suddenly black out and cannot switch it on now. happened once last week or the week before. spent like 2 hours trying to revive my phone. omg i wonder how long i'll have to spend this time =( i love this model a lot and i dont want to change my phone!! :((( super sad now grrrrr.

just remembered that i have to go to alvin's dad's company with my group for the pmi project, in woodlands, omg its mad far and i wonder how am i going to travel back to bedok afterwards. i feel super broke now. have to resort to borrowing money or else i cant even fill my stomach zzz. felt so pathetic now, dont want to ask father for money but dislike borrowing money in the end still borrow. decided to do part time job after boyfriend goes into ns. have to start scrimping and saving and not spend money on impulse..... not very possible but i'll try my best =/

felt so tired now but i have to go and try repairing my phone. if not i cannot wake up on time for school tomorrow because my alarm clock is my phone, bah! im super unlucky now. bye.

survey!!!

2009-07-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

by the way please help me by doing this survey:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=nhyjVjeqt1qBQn6x1C9DTQ_3d_3d

takes less than one minute to do, please dont be lazy! haha. ask your friends to help out too thanks =)

super cute cat right?!?! haha loves the way it moves lol.

FML

2009-07-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

seriously, can someone just cast a spell on me so that i'll turn into an animal so that i can no longer feel emotions of human beings?

i HATE HATE HATE people who looks down on others, especially my friends and families. no one is perfect in this world. even if you are better than others it does not gives you the right to say nasty stuffs about them when you dont even know them personally. people like this will definitely get retributions you see.
i have one classmate who used to look down on normal acad students. guess what? he dropped to normal acad in the end. thats his retribution for looking down on people.
and yes, i believe in karma. i felt angry when my classmate said he used to look down on people but that the past. good thing that he has change his perspective yep. and your karma? getting retained and having a rotting face that even thick make-ups wont cover it? HAHA SERVES YOU RIGHT.

and what's wrong with people who are ugly, fat, short etc etc? cant they become prettier, slim down, grow taller etc? what gives you the right to judge them by the way they looks? i cant believe i have to meet people like this man, makes me wana puke by the way they critise people. and worse, critise my friends like you are superior and all.

SO WHAT IS YOU ARE PRETTIER AND SLIMMER THAN THEM? you are a total bimbo who dont even know what i mean when i say "engine". oh please la even my friends who you proudly referred as "xiao mei mei" knows what i mean. engine = short form for engineering you dumb ass. oh and what gives you the right to call my friend xiao mei mei? just because she's younger by a year or two? my friend is taller than you, looks more mature than you, and she is definitely SMARTER than you. she gets top in her class FYI, unlike you this stupid bimbo so old already still in secondary school HAHA! hope u will retain a few more years BIMBO.

YOU ARE SUPER INSENSITIVE AND SELFISH AND INCONSIDERATE MAN. are you a loner or something? you seem like you dont have any female friends or classmates who is willing to go out with you. no wonder la you are so insensitive to people's feelings and say bad stuffs about people, who wants to be your friends? only guys will go out with people like you lor, because you know, guys are more insensitive than girls, but you are worse. bitch.
stop taking things for granted can? im not here to serve you like a maid, please be considerate to others and not do whatever you want.

there are other things i wana say but i shall not since i dont intend to see your face anymore.

im a hungry ghost

2009-07-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

ahhhh im craving for tom yum bee hoon again!
i have this crave for the past few weeks already man! every night i will get hungry and went to cook some but it contains a lot of MSG so i stopped after a few days of eating it at the wee hours. ahhhh im so tempted now!! should i eat some?!?!! >:( scared my hair keep dropping then i become botak haha.

ok i shall think of something to type to distract my mind. ok i only thought of all my school projects after thinking for 3 minutes =.= super no life i know. hmm let's see.... OB, PMI, Law, MI, DECAN. wow 5 projects to do. i think im very lazy and contributed very little to my group mates, felt kindda guilty when i went to surf the net instead of doing researches :( and the reason that im not motivated to do it is partly because the projects are retarded and i dont know how to do it or dont know what to do gahhhh D: ok im giving a lot of stupid excuses i must start working hard to finish it.

shit im more hungry now, super tempted to eat the tom yum bee hoon. i think im getting more and more weird lor, for the past few months i kept wanting to eat food that comes with soup. there was one time that my craving for soup is so strong that i sort of dragged boyfriend to 7-eleven and bought a cambells soup and went home to finish the whole can by myself when i usually share it with my sis.

i cannot tahan already must really go eat or later i'll later die in my sleep because of starvation.
bye =D

boredom

2009-06-25T02:29:00.002+08:00

wow its like 2.30 am now but im wide awake because of the super long nap i took from 5pm till 10pm =.=
super bored now, feel like singing ktv or chilling out at a pub listening to random music. im like quite broke now, but i wana go shopping because of GSS.

watched transformer yesterday. we freaking sit in the first row =.= i almost died because of neck ache and a bursting bladder as the movie is 2.5 hours long. megan fox is so hot and sexy i would never believe that she is tranny lor. totally cannot imagine her as a man =.=

ok my father wana use the comp now, bye =)

hate projects

2009-06-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

sien zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............
i hate the fact that school will reopen on monday.
i hate the fact that two weeks holiday is so freaking short.
i hate the fact that i have to do projects before their deadlines.
i hate the fact that i have to wake up early for school.
i hate the fact that i have to attend boring lectures again.

AHHHH PROJECTS SUCKS!! i would rather to have more tests and exams to replace projects lor. no need to do research just study notes can already. the worst is when u are stuck with a team mate who dont even make an effort to meet up for projects or to say something conducive =.= ok maybe there really nothing in mind to contribute but at least can come for the meet up right?!?! i thought school work is more important than going out?

and i still cant decide on which company i should choose for another individual project. how to find an international company which will show all its information on the net? need to know so many things like its departments/working process etc =.=

I HATE HATE HATE PROJECTS!

omg i just read a newspaper article about some spectacles which can see through our clothes and mahjong tiles. 1 pair for $600+ WTF so ex. i cant believe there are people buying this can! wana see women's naked body for what =.= luckily it cant see through cotton clothing. hmm... are all bras made of cotton? must quickly siam when i see perverted-face people wearing glasses. TMD i hate perverts who spends so much money just to see people naked.

the article beside it is about a 19 year old foreign student molesting two girls. he think he very rich and is a foreigner can do whatever he wants in singapore. he freaking grab a girl's neh neh with his both hands lor! WTF! when the girl's friend went to confront him, he said "what can u do? im a foreigner!" and went to reach into the girl's friend's bra and grab her neh neh. TMD PERVERTED BASTARD! still try to bribe the girls with $8k so that they wont sue him to court. think he rich can molest people hor? orh bi lor went to jail for 5 months, he totally deserve to stay there for 1 year man.

the people nowadays have so many weird thinking. makes me wonder what's the use of being educated and rich when u are not morally good.

Im bored :(

2009-06-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

Sien!!! Im at boyfriend's house now having nothing to do :( he is watching some old school fighting movie that is super retarded zzz.
Woah he finally finished watching it. Im going to watch terminator with him now haha bye :)

ah-soo-s?

2009-06-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

im going to work at the IT show selling laptops! :D
im selling the brand Asus. i thought it is pronounced as "aye-sir-s"(acer with a s) but apparently its "ah-soo-s". why ah-soo-s man?!?!?! doesnt sound nice at all right =.= ok whatever its just a name haha.
so yup, i will be at suntec from thursday to sunday and i hope a lot of people will buy laptops from me because the basic pay is super little so i need a lot of commissions.

btw i went to the new ktv at bedok inter just now. the boss there is like super nice and friendly. we went there at around 12+ and there is a "blackout" due to renovation thing and we wasted some time rotting in the room so the boss let us to sing until 9pm instead of 6pm! surprisingly the ktv allows outside food and drinks so we went to taupao chicken rice to eat while we sang. then we realised that there no spoons so he gave us plastic spoons and one metal spoon because there's only one metal spoon there lol. after like 5 minutes the boss suddenly came into our room holding a stack of serviettes. very good service! they even provide some weird and retarded music instruments for us to play around while waiting for our turn to sing. u can take as many as u want its near the counter haha.
and its only 9.50 per pax from 11am to 6pm(9pm for my case). i like the rooms because they are very pink with a mini disco ball in the ceiling. must have spent a lot of money and effort to renovate the old run-down cinema.

gonna watch naruto shippuuden now! i finally finished naruto and started naruto shippuuden! :DDD i started to like Gaara now even though i used to dislike him. TMD he almost killed my cute watermelon head lor! omg i sound like some anime freak so i shall stop here.
bye :)

>:(

2009-06-08T00:59:00.002+08:00

AHHHH IM SUPER GRUMPY NOW !!!!
im having terrible backaches and stomach cramps TMD. i cant go to sleep like this man, the pain is killing me ahhhhhhh!
can someone help to massage my back?!?!?! i suddenly miss yiren the big fat pig mama who will always be there to massage my back when im still in sec school :(

and im craving for a big bowl of hot soup now. but too bad the kitchen has no soup(but lots of unwanted junks) so i shall go get a cup of hot chocolate muahahahaha :)

feeling much better now. time for lalaland haha =)

nobody knows this

2009-05-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

sometimes things just wont turn out the way u want them to be.
sometimes i just feel so suffocated but i have no place to pour them out.
sometimes there's a mixture of all the negative feelings in me but i cant explain where they came from.
i may seem cheerful and happy all the time, but i do have really awful times in the past, and nobody would want to experience it, its like the worst nightmare for a child.
its more than being lonely, sad and depressed... like i said, its a mixture of everything.
i used to be the total opposite of what i am now, and im glad that i've been through the one of darkest point of my life.

this is like the part of a mega big "secret" of mine that i dont intend to tell anyone yet. its like a time bomb that triggers every now and then, and when it triggers all the memories just flow into my mind which makes me want to cry my heart out.

ok im feeling much better now :)

will u give me ur heart?

2009-05-26T01:22:00.007+08:00

OMGGGGGG.
i was like searching for photos of body organs and i saw lots of bloody photos =.= the worst one is whereby a man(most probably sick in his mind) went to make breads that looks like bloody human heads and body parts. it looks so real and disgusting i wonder who will dare to swallow it down their throats.
OMGGGGGG. i was scraching my neck just now and it bled. i hope i can sleep well later =.=
i really wanted to put the photos here lor, but im so freaked out now to the extend that i dont even dare to click on the link =.= but i think three of the links below should be correct =/

P.S. ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK.
http://surferjerry.com/weird/human-body-parts-for-sale

http://shapeandcolour.wordpress.com/2008/05/15/kittiwat-unarrom-body-bakery

http://bloggin-ads.com/i-love-human-bread-dont-you

i think i went to the first link. and apparrently a lot of people saw these photos before. i really hoped im the most kuku one and wont see these things in my entire life please :(

i shall divert my attention to other stuffs! hmm let me see.....

this super cute picture!! its like the daily life route of people like me right, studying and super no life one.

WOAH I CANT BELIEVE I FOUND THIS IN MY COM.

the stupid prank my sister and i did last year LOLLLL!!! we were super bored at our cousins' house so we decided to do this to her com HAHAHA. the expression on her face when she saw this was priceless xD

wait.... did i post this picture before? cant remember with my lollipop-sized brain :X

its all about money

2009-05-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

i cant believe i went all the way to sengkang to do the law project man.
im a very kuku girl, i have never, ever went to sengkang before until now LOL. luckily the lonely trip is not very boring with mp3 and psp's loco roco 2 on hand =P

my groupmates are a brunch of funny fellows. our project topic is on the legalisation of the sale of body organs. i was against legalising it and i was telling them that if the organs were to cost like 20k each then the poor will not have enough money to afford it while the rich can buy all the organs they want as long as they have the money. and guess what my groupmates reply? "oh, then too bad, they can only wait to die lor!" in a joking tone. and i exclaim, "WA U ALL SO EVIL ONE AH!" hahaha evil yet true =.= and one of them proceeded to say "aiya can one la, pay by installment can liao! when u buy TV also can pay by installment ma" and in the end we chose to legalise it because they say the government can subsidise some amount for the poor and let them pay by installment WTH so funny right. i wonder how they can compare organs with TVs lor, they are not similar at all right =.=
sigh, life is so unfair right. the rich can buy anything they want and the poor can only sell their valuable parts in order to survive.

and my groupmate told me that there's this movie called "seven pounds". it is about a guy who accidentally killed seven people in a car crash and he is very guilty, so guilty to the extend that he went to find seven people who really needs help(organs) or they'll die, and then he killed himself so that he can donate his organs to them. the movie is called seven pounds because he donated his heart to a girl(with a weak heart) that he met and falls in love with. and yup, his heart weighs seven pounds. hmm interesting story, i wana watch it online when im free.

yes it is very touching. however reality tells me that there is no such man on earth who will sacrifice his life for other strangers. only money counts in this world. omg reality sucks :(

term test is coming soon. i have tons of projects and quizzes that piles up like a mountain. gotta go read through my notes for the graded lab. omg boring notes :(
bye :(

what birthday means

2009-05-15T14:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday! :D
i wana thank my friends who went through the trouble of sms-ing me :)
i wana thank my classmates for celebrating my birthday with me :) a funny and embarressing one LOL.
i wana thank my boyfriend & co. for celebrating my birthday with me :) a nice and shocking one LOL.
and i almost had to stand on a chair for 2 times in 2 different restaurants =.= luckily my boyfriend helped me to reject the second one as the place is overcrowded with people haha.

AND IM FINALLY 18! :D
meaning i can go to M18 movies, i can buy alcohol, i can buy cigarettes, i can go to clubs and pubs, and most importantly i can get a car license!

u know actually i wanted to celebrate my 18th birthday chilling out at a pub, but that's what i thought like last year. and now i think it'll be a big waste of money and i'd rather spend it on food heh. i dont really like big celebrations and i prefer simple and heartwarming ones. im happy as long as im having food with people who cares about me.
aaron said that he used to share money with his friends to buy presents for his friends during birthdays and he expected something in return when his birthday comes, but nothing came back during his birthday. how true and i bet most people experienced similar senarios before. i too expected something from those people before, but it always ended up with disappointment. and now i'll just wish the best for them in my heart and expect nothing from them.

one year older = one year wiser?

what birthday means to me...
birthday is the day when people who loves you, welcomes you to this beautiful world when you were finally born through the hard works of your mother. birthday is the day when you'll feel contented and happy even at tough times. birthday is the day when people will express their love and care to you. birthday is not about receiving presents, but a reminder to give presents to your parents during their birthdays for bringing you up over the years, for the love you've been receiving since you were born. i dont celebrate my birthday with my parents, its not because i dont want to, its because it is more important to celebrate theirs.

i didnt expect my birthday wish to be this simple. no im not gonna tell anyone muahahahaha =P

a girl trapped in a guy's body?

2009-05-13T16:32:00.003+08:00

OH.MY.GOD.
i bet no one, NO ONE will expect such a voice to come out from a guy's mouth lor!
he freaking did something that most of the girls cant do =.=
"It's like a dog meowing" LOL, totally true.

im still alive

2009-05-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

and this time im not down with the IFBI(I keep Forgetting to Blog Illness).
its because im busy watching naruto after getting bored of waiting for one piece to update once every week, its torturing man :(
i love Rock Lee from naruto! he's like so cute can! with his super huge eyes and watermelon head LOL.

oh and the church camp is quite fun :) made some really nice friends here and there.
but the place where we sleep is horrible lor. its like totally made of wood, so when people walk on the wooden floor the whole place will shake like there's an earthquake =.= nobody can imagine the numbers of earthquakes we experience when sleeping lor. we can literally measure the magnitude already haha.

oh and there are puppies! :DD 8 of them! :DDDD they are so cute i wana bring them home!!!!!

this puppy hates the camera =.= omg i look so fugly here, super sweaty and sticky and smelly from playing games under the hot hot sun. went to hot spring somemore sia, hot to the max.

ok i wana watch naruto now, bye =)

$$$$

2009-04-30T01:16:00.004+08:00

im down with the i-keep-forgetting-to-blog illness again! =.=

and im like super broke now because i used up my money to buy books. im like left with..... around 3 bucks for thursday(today) and i dont know how i can survive without having money for food. the worst part is when im super hungry in the morning zzzz :(
and i think its kindda crazy lor! the school made us buy all the expensive books and we only get to use them for half year!! i already spent like $150(half month of allowance!) on books and papers and stuffs lor! wait, i havent bought all the books yet...........

i think i am very suay because my mother is very "nice" to drag my sister and i for a short "holiday" to malacca from friday to sunday. she is very pro, telling us that it is very fun and we actually believed her =.= my sister just told me that we are going there with all the church people to some kampong place!!!! urgh i felt so cheated but i cant do anything about it because she already paid the money :(
i hope that they wont infuse all the religious stuffs into my brain and strongly persuade me to become one of them. i prefer to believe in myself =.= and i dont need to see any more kampongs already can, i've seen kampongs for like thousand times already sia.

ok anyway, boyfriend and i went to the flyer a few weeks ago.

the not so cheap jigsaw puzzle of us

so retarded can, we bought the tickets one year ago =.=

the stupid ticket which literally rots in my wallet for one year already.
woah finally its used LOL.

i wana go sleep now, bye zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

he is a gay?

2009-04-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

OMG I SUAY SUAY KENA EYE INFECTIONS!! :((
its like the worst infection i have ever gotten lor! my eyes are very sensitive to light now and they just kept tearing and tearing non-stop which made my eyes looking super swollen. URGH IT HURTS :( i can only look at the screen for like 3 seconds then turn away or else my eyes will feel so stingy that i wana dig them out =.=

first day of school today and its not bad :) but i hate it that i have to buy new books again which costs a bomb. super waste of money lor, the books becaome useless after half a year and got the chance to rot in my room =.=

oh i wana say something!!! jasmine told me that Qi Yu Wu(aka 715) IS A GAY!!!! WTH!!! why sia!!! she even said that he got married with Xie Shao Guang or whoever he is lor!!!! why he gay sia!!!! all the nice images of him immediately shatter into pieces D:

i wana watch one piece now but my eyes dont let me to, da bian la.

OMG!

2009-04-18T01:07:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGG!!! two more days left for me to have fun!! D:
and im gonna study singapore law for this semester LOL. IMMA LAWYER!! :DD
but the sad part is that no one that i know took law zzzz =.= gonna be a loner again. actually i wanted to take french but nah, not interested and was quite turned off by that jap teacher so i dont wana take another language haha.

oh i wana complain about the TP website! u know everyone is supposed to login to check the timetable and i suay suay cannot login lor! there's this looping error or something that's driving me nuts i spent hours trying to log into it @&*@%!^*(#!&

thank god its fine at boyfriend's house or else i'll have a hard time knowing when is my law lessons.

oh and TAKEN is a nice movie! not sure whether this really happens in real life but its really scary that so many women got kidnapped and forced into prostitution for money. thinking of it makes me scared of walking home alone at night :(

byebye holidays, need to wake up early for school again :(

holy da bian!

2009-04-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

SIENZZZZ!!
one week holiday left and i'll have to wake up early for school again! :(
the sad thing is that i have a hard time falling asleep at night lor! for example yesterday, i went to bed at around 2+am and i kept tossing and turning until 4+am, which is the time the cleaner sweeps the ground below my hbd flat lol.

omg im super bored now zzzzzz =.=

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=.=

food!!!

2009-04-03T14:07:00.003+08:00

OMG i think i just ate some ants.

my mom la, gave me some sandwiches to eat while i was surfing the net. and i ate one without taking a glance because my computer is so attractive that i cant take my eyes off it. AND THEN i realised that the sandwiches have ants crawling all over!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! >:(

the worst part? i told my mom and she swept around the container using her hand and passed it back to me =.= the ants went inside the sandwich already still want me to eat!!! CRAZZINESS man what a mom.

speaking of ants, actually i ate insects before lor. last time when i went to thailand i ate some larvae and pupae and grasshoppers and scorpions. the larvae is damn nice!! it tastes like fries except that its much better than fries (in terms of taste and nutrition values haha). i dont like the pupae it sucks, omg i dont know how to explain but its just gross =.= grasshoppers not bad, but do not buy those big ones! cause i suay suay eat the big ones and its stick-thin legs kept poking my gums etc and it hurts a lot. scorpions quite nice, but the larvae is like the best man.

SERIOUSLY its good and not gross lor, i can literally eat a bunch of them as my snack cause its so crispy and smells great heh :D but its quite heaty cause its fried so need to drink lots of water haha. i shall be nice and go find a photo of it :P

yes this is the crispy larvae! looks totally like gross worms but doesnt taste gross i swear.

speaking of food, i need to go bathe now and eat some ants-less food at sakae sushi, bye =)

hello?

2009-03-29T14:22:00.002+08:00

congrats to me! :D
because i've finally cured my i-kept-forgetting-to-blog illness LOL.
and i have something to say! u know i went to watch "12 rounds" yesterday and guess what? my head started to spin and i felt really giddy because the stupid cameraman who filmed the movie kept shaking the camera! WTH man. but for some reason im the only one who felt giddy, although it is true that the movie is very "shaky". after that we went for dinner and my eyes started to hurt and kept tearing =.= luckily i brought out my contact lens case and spects, phew.

oh and im currently playing pokemon platinum on my ds lite! i think im a super noob lor, im having a hard time beating the 3rd gym leader who uses ghost type pokemons =( hey she used to be the 5th gym leader man, and ghost type is weak against dark type and i suay suay cannot catch any dark type ones =.= so im like wandering around catching all those cute pokemons that i met haha.

oh and i forgot what i wana type LOL.
ok i wana go out now bye =)

i hate prawns

2009-03-14T02:28:00.002+08:00

went prawning today! :D
it is fun and exciting but also boring most of the time because noobs like us cant catch no prawn LOL. boyfriend and i caught 4 prawns, and 3 out of the 4 prawns were caught by me muahahaha! boyfriend is the more impatient one who kept walking around, playing poker cards etc =.= luckily there's a friendly man who chatted with boyfriend and he gave us 8 prawns or else boyfriend will keep complaining that he dont have enough prawns to go with his maggie mee :P but im the unluckiest of all because i didnt get to eat any of it and i paid so much just to catch them zzz =.=

hate all of u little devil prawns, keep running/swimming away when i almost caught u :( missed so many times that i kept scolding da bian >:( the hook very lousy sia everytime cannot hook up the prawn one zzz ok enough of prawnssssss man i hate u worxzxzxzxz. next time if i go prawning again i confirm chop off all of ur kiap kiap ok, keep kiapping everything as if it will save u!

i wana go suntec! boyfriend everytime like this one lor, say will go blah-blah with me but in the end never go one. zzzz he very da bian xD

D:

2009-03-12T15:06:00.002+08:00

turns out that my gpa for this sem is 3.37, haha wrong calculation yesterday =.= so my average gpa dropped from 3.65 to 3.51 :((( walao i really dont know how all the 4 pointers score their As and Zs lor! >:(

by the way, i forgot to mention that i went to cut bangs the day after i highlight my hair. im proud to say that i look uglier now but i love the bangs because i dont have to worry about my long fringe dropping and covering my face when the wind blows, and quite a few of people said that i look cute HAHAHAHAHA! :D

he's not that into you-- generally a good movie, but i think such senarios will never happen in singapore which is a very good thing :D

going to IT show later. gonna share money with boyfriend to buy a ps2 which will make me broke instantly. sian no work = no money = no good food = sad juncui T.T

OMFG

2009-03-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

TAMADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just got my results through SMS and u know what? I GOT A FREAKING C+ FOR JAP!!! and the weird thing is i scored FAIRLY WELL for my tests/quizzes for jap. WHICH MEANS THE TEACHER IS BEING EXTREMELY BIAS AND GAVE ME LOUSY MARKS FOR MY PRESENTATION AND ROLE PLAY!!! walao ehhhh stupid teacher!! told ya that she sucks to the core. SHE SUCKS BIG TIME AND I HATE HER.

WALAO DA BIAN LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(((( PANGSAI TEACHER SIA, luckily i dont have to go to her lessons ever again.

ok anyway, the amazing thing is that i got distinction for my econs. but im not happy with it because there's no difference between an A and a Z. and yup, my gpa will definitely drop because of that stupid C+. did a rough calculation and horray, my gpa dropped to around 3.28. thanks ah pangsai teacher, its all because of u that my gpa dropped that much.
i hope u will become the ugly and rotten pudge who will rot itself to death.

Hahaha :)

2009-03-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hello! Im blogging using boyfriend's new handphone lol.
omg im damn bored now. He is having a dota match now and he dont freaking care about me :(
ok anyway, i went to highlight my hair yesterday. I think it turned out like shit lor =.= i wanted to lowlight blueblack or deep violet but the hairdresser said it will not look nice on dark brown hair and the colour will not be obvious. Oh well, no use crying over spilled milk. Maybe i should go buy some dye shampoo to rescue my hair.

sien i cannot upload photos using this phone :( lousy phone haha jk other phones also cannot upload one lol.

ok i dont know what to write already bye :D

i want monehhhh

2009-03-06T13:13:00.003+08:00

omg this blog is accumulating spider webs :O

ok anyway i watched "watch man" yesterday.
quite a boring movie dont bother to go watch it, and i think the main reason why it is rated M18 is because of the "blue static man" in the movie who loves to walk around totally naked, showing off his bigass penis =.= boyfriend even commented that his penis is damn big wth =.= oh comeon he is BLUE and kills people by turning them into dusts and he causes people around him to have cancer, u wana become like HIM? anyway, he has a nice figure wahahaha, his neh neh very big LOL.

boyfriend and i at kbox. actually i wana print out this picture at kbox as there's a photo printer provided there, but i totally forgot about it when i step out of kbox phfttsssssss >:(

im supposed to be meeting boyfriend now oops =X shit im late again =.=

ok gtg now or else i will get killed =X

i thought im gonna die

2009-02-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

hi i've just recovered from flu/sore throat/gastric flu/fever.
and i swear that im the most unlucky person on earth because i freaking fall sick on my class chalet days, AFTER exams somemore.
i should totally have fallen sick during exams right?!?! urghsss =.=

ok anyway, i was supposed to go to the chalet on the first day(wednesday) but the girls were not going so i didnt go too. then i started to have sore throat and flu in the afternoon, so i went to buy panadol for flu (MAX one siol) and pi pa gao which i like for its minty sweet taste haha.

the next day i was supposed to go to the chalet but i felt really lifeless(literally) that i cant get out of the bed, so i didnt go for the chalet at all. and then the nightmare comes-- i was puking and vomitting my stomach out NONSTOP and i though im gonna die because i have never, ever vomitted so damn hardcore before. im vomitting once at every 10-15 minutes interval, and the substance i votmitted out was none other than green liquid which is gastric juice WTH. and of course the feeling is so torturing that i dont wana go and see the doc as i kept vomitting, and yeah i vomitted in the clinic, with a toldder in the clinic somemore zzz =.=
i dont like the doc man, he kept asking whether i was on a diet etc @!*(^$@ OBVIOUSLY I DONT NEED TO GO ON A DIET RIGHT?!?! quote my compprog teacher:"juncui i think u should eat more, because if u dont i think u will just disappear" LOL he said this because i always eat sandwiches during his lessons haha.
and i got an injection which made my upper arm swollen till now, feels really painful when i lift up my arm. i think the injection wound is infected as its kindda itchy even though the wound is the size of a fullstop.
a few hours after the injection im still vomitting even though it is supposed to stop my vomitting. my stomuch felt much better by the time but i started to develop fever. see im damn suay right, so many illness coming one by one, trying to kill me izzit =.=

anyway im perfectly fine now except for my arm still swollen from the injection :D
thanks boyfriend for taking care of me and watched me puke omg so unpleasant :D thanks many many! muacks love ya thanks =)

k gtg sleep now bye =)

exams >:(

2009-02-24T18:12:00.002+08:00

two down, one more to go! :D
omg i made some careless mistakes when taking my exams AHHHHHH! wave byebye to my marks :'(

studied econs halfway through and i almost dozed off as the notes are too dry =.= luckily my stomach started to growl before i drifted to lalaland and i went to get my dinner. so yup, eating my dinner now hahaha =)

on a random note, my laopa's waist size is a wooping 36.5 inches! :O all his fats went to his tummy and got stored there forever~ omg his hip size is like so much smaller than his waist size can! lots of fats + beer belly = scary waist LOL. he is currently excerising, trying to reduce his weight by 5kg in two months. and he did it for his health, not to look slim k. he went for his annual body checkup and the doc told him that he has high cholestrol so he has to slim down. oh well, no more seafood and eggs for u hor laopa! maybe i should persuade him to become vegeterian..... but his a carnivore, oh forget it =.=

p.s. my boyfriend is a holy da bian :D

smelly big fat pig

2009-02-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMELLY BIG FAT PIG! :D
ONE YEAR OLDER, ONE YEAR SMELLIER AND FATTER =D
who ask u to call me big fat pig so many times huh?!?!
19 years old already still so bo liao zzz =.=

went to watch underworld and finally i get to sneak in although i look like im barely 16 HAHA. one of the bad points of looking younger than your real age which i dislike the most but it wont bother me for long since im turning 18 in less than 3 months! :DD

gotta start looking for jobs.... god i hate this part =( and i realised i have wayy too much notes to revise for exams. especially for econs, the notes are so thick that it measures around 3 inches for just one semester WTH, and i'll be lazy and just revise those important ones. the worst part is that there will be more difficult projects and exams in year 2, and even harder ones for year 3 OMGGGG.

i shall end this post abruptly as i forgot what i wana write, bye =.=

btw why my necklace picture got white dots one :( omg looks so ugly with all the dots. and the paragraphs also very screwed up LOL. didnt check when i post it haha. anyway im eating abalone right now ok haha BYE.

tralala~

2009-02-16T14:00:00.003+08:00

I HATE MY BOYFRIEND.

because i told him to morning call me yesterday but he dare to freaking forget about it.

see la, in the end i so late wake up again, all YOUR FAULT. sms you liao still dare to dont reply me! DOTA SOMEMORE LOR, I PWN YOU IN DOTA THEN YOU KNOW. i shall stay at home till he replys me >:( grrrr whoever who invented dota shall die in a horrible death =X

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY(two days ago HAHA) TO ALL!

my little red box... sien why its not in blue-green box?
haha i love it regardless of its colour though =)

he really bought a necklace for me :DD

although we didnt have a candlelit dinner and didnt watch any movies and he forgot to bring the ticket for singapore flyer.... ok whatever i enjoyed the day a lot =)

and i bought him this customised cushion.

now he must kiss "me" everyday when he wakes up MUAHAHAHA!!

TMD so late already still dont wana reply me!!!

DOTA SOMEMORE LOR, I TAKE MY OWN SWEET TIME TO COME FIND U.

shall post this photo abruptly because i wana let the whole world know that i love my father and i hate my boyfriend because my boyfriend cares about dota more than me.

my laopa won the TV in a lucky draw. hes so pro HAHAHA =)

and i shall go take a long long long bath since someone loves dota much more than me.

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* 15 minutes later*

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WOAH STILL DONT WANA REPLY ME!!!

YOU GOOD OK!!! YOU GOOD LOR!!! i very hungry now u know?!?!?! havent eat anything yet leh!! ok fine i shall sms u again and proceed to finishing the famous amos cookies without saving any of it for u!!

* 5 minutes later*

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wa boyfriend finally called me when i was combing my hair siol. haven eat my cookies leh, shall eat it while walking haha.

ok can go out now liao BYE =)

>:(

2009-02-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

main exams is less than two weeks away.
get ready to see my face filled with pimples, dark eye circles and grumpy expressions.... heh =/

oh and i failed my qmethods test.
was quite sad but im glad that i didnt copy answers/look at notes like a few of my classmates. i have integrity man HAHA =) the test will pull down my grades but hopefully not a LOT, must really study hard for main exam to get my A but imma lazy girl *sigh* =.=

valentine's coming!! :DD
i shall *hint hint* erms *hint hint* uknowwho *hint hint*
HAHAHA OMG SO OBVIOUS =X

i want:
1) chocolates! (i prefer cookies and brownies from famous amos *hint hint*)
2) the curious case of benjamin button (MUST WATCH MOVIE :D)
3) nice lunch/dinner (never eat candlelit dinner before leh *hint hint* LOL)
4) nice food (hahahahahahaha i wana eat food =.=)
5) take photos (its a must hor. and its PURAL not singular =D)
6) necklace with heart-shaped pendant (BUY THIS INSTEAD OF STUFF TOYS, my room has no more spaces for toys to occupy LOL)
7) DIAMOND RING (i want a heart-shaped diamond one, at least 1 carat. )

obviously the last one is total bullshit. and the 2nd last one is there to tell u do not buy big presents for me in case u wana buy something. actually dont buy anything is the best la waste money =.=
SEE IM SUCHA NICE GIRLFRIEND. dont need to buy roses/presents/expensive stuffs for me one. and in return u must treat me nice nice every second hor =) love ya =)

ok i want go sleep now bye.

:DD

2009-02-05T00:14:00.004+08:00

Konichiwa! Watashi wa juncui desu. Dozo yoroshiku =)
i wanted to say good night but i can only remember "good afternoon" in jap LOL.
finally finished most of the projetcs/quizzes/presentation/jap role play. everyone was so so so busy this week! i need a nice nap this weekend haha =)
and i cant believe that i can remember all my speech lines when doing the role play :DD

ok anyway.... PHOTOS!! of the night on the week before CNY which is like super long ago.
a CNY buffet dinner is held every year(for the "foreign talents") at the factory before CNY and this year its as boring as usual LOL.

my father and mother with the BBQ lamb. the BBQ lamb last year was super delicious lor! dont know why this year the standard dropped so dramastically. last year i ate countless plates of it but this year i only managed to swallow one plate of it =.=

the workers have lucky draws and a carton of mandrine oranges per person. and yet they are still greedy enough to take away all the canned drinks and canned beers for their own consumptions, leaving the rest with NONE to drink. i cant even find a canned drink and have to resort to eating ice kajang to quench my thirst =.=

all the teens got a teddy bear each! :D mine was not in the pic though as i gave it to a little girl who came unexpectedly so the in charge didnt buy one for her.

OMG LOOK AT MY LAOPA. we totally didnt notice that he was behind us when we were taking this pic lor! =.=

and there he goes again =.= he is super pro, we can never sense his presence no matter how careful we were. and tada! he kept popping up in the photos zzzzzz.

ahhhh the baby is super cute in real life! she is damn heavy man. my arms started to ache almost immediately when carrying her.

fire crackers. i am very sad because dont get to play with it. i wana play fire crackers! >:(

ok i shall post up the photos that were taken on CNY.

bye =)

imma crazy girl

2009-02-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

hi lonely blog,
im currently feeling tired but i cant sleep yet =(
i need to wait for my group leader to send me the report for me to do powerpoint for wednesday's presentation.
oh and there's qmethod test and maths test tomorrow but i havent start studying for them yet. exams are around the corner but i've no mood to study at all..... still in holiday mood zzz.
and right now im like super full because i ate a huge bowl of fried rice a few hours ago and my father still wana stuff me with another bowl of rice++lots of fish++lots lots lots of vegtables. up till now i think i've managed to swallow 3 pieces of veggies HAHA.

oh and boyfriend's cousin gave birth to a cute baby girl on friday!!! :DD

oh great my classmate just told me that the powerpoint need to be submitted tomorrow at 12noon. how great everyone's trying to turn me into a zombie =D OMGOMG im having two tests tomorrow leh!!! havent study still need to do ppt first!!!! TSKTSK! >:(
i think i can forget about sleeping later =( keep burning my midnight oil, no wonder i look skinny no matter how much i eat =.=

omg i cant do a facial mask later but my pimples keep popping out zzzz feels so oily and dirty =.=
omg i cant freaking eat the bowl of rice at all.

ok i did the powerpoint already, time for maths, bye.

i hate sbs.

2009-01-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

IM BACK FROM MALAYSIA!! :DD
im miss my bed and my boyfriend so much! =)
we reached home at around noon and i wanted to go for jap lesson because the actual jap role play is on next week and i havent even seen the final script yet. but i got annoyed by the school system and so i changed my mind at the last minute before i went out.

ok lets rewind back to last friday before CNY.
there was a comp prog test during the first lesson and i suay suay missed the last shutter bus to school by 20 seconds and i started to panic because the buses are always crowded in the morning. so i waited for both the bus and the cab at the same time. and you know what? the bus came for 4 times and all of them just drove past without stopping, and all of them are the pathetic single-deckers!
TO MY HORROR, even all the cabs are either hired or on call, with a few which were available but some people stood ahead of me and snatch the cab ZZZZZZZ. so in the end when i saw the last bus drove past im already 20 minutes late for the test so it serves no purpose for me to go to school since the test duration is 40 minutes. so i didnt turn up for school and i have to get a mc or else i'll get a zero for the test.
so yup, I HATE SBS TRANSIT!!! they jolly well know that the bus is super crowded in the morning and they still have the nerve to use single-deckers!! oh comeon la its not first time that im late because of the overcrowded bus ok! cant they just use the double decker ones?!?!?! and im not the only one who became late because of the bus lor! there were two other girls wanting to share cab with me too. the previous time when i was late i shared a cab with 3 other people. craziness i tell you.
i wanted to write a complain letter to SBS, but i need to rush off to malaysia after getting my mc so i totally forgot about it =.= LIKE HELLO, IM FREAKING LATE FOR MY TEST BECAUSE OF YOU NOT WANTING MORE PEOPLE TO BOARD THE BUS, WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM MAN?!?!?!
what if im late for my final exams because of you?!?! OMG I MUST REMIND MYSELF THAT I NEED TO GO WAIT FOR THE BUS 1 AND A HALF HOURS BEFORE THE EXAM STARTS.

ok back to today.
so i went to TP website to check my attendance record in case they are too efficient that they marked me as absent. and yes they did! :D they freaking want me to get a zero for my test, how great! they should wait for two working days before updating the attendance record because the school gave us two working days to submit mc lor =.= and this spoils my mood to go for my lesson today but i still went to school to submit my mc so that the zero marks wont come true.
just checked my attendance, they approved my mc. phewwww. but im still kindda scared that my teacher will tell me i've got a zero for the test =(((

so yup, screw SBS! keep rising the bus fares but we are still late for school/work because of you! the government should totally give out more fines to you man, serves you right.

i want icecream hint hint :D

2009-01-22T01:15:00.003+08:00

suddenly remembered the pangsaipangsai lesson i had on monday. the teacher showed us the different types of human behaviour by allocating them to suitable animals.

1) The Shark (I WIN, you lose lose lose!!)
obviously this type of people are very demanding and loves to win in everything =.= very self-centered, only thinks about themselves. reminds me of this particular old auntie who happens to be in my tour group when i travel to china with my family. damn suay i tell u, she's like a modern version of "ci xi tai hou"(empress dowager ci xi), quoted from my laopa.

2) The Teddy Bear (I lose, you win ok, i anything one.)
exact opposite of the shark. very poor thing siol everytime give in to other people, get bullied easily by others. super "sui bian". people suggest anything they also ok one =.= btw teddy bear is not an animal leh LOL.

3) The Tortise (I don't know I don't know I don't know!! don't ask me can?)
always run away when problem arises like a tortise hiding into its shell. don't dare to face the reality. no opinion no nothing, only likes to hide hide hide =.=

4) The Fox (I win and lose a little, you win and lose a little.)
gives in a little and persuades the others to give in a little too so that everyone will "win" on the whole. not a perfect win-win situation but its better than the above 3 right haha.

5) The Owl (I win, you win)
the perfect win-win situation. makes sure that everyone wins when facing a problem (which is hard to accomplish in real life, sadly). although this is good but people like this will tend to get very stress easily right? its like a perfectionist kindda thinking i guess.

anyway, boyfriend wants me to mention that he is very handsome. my boyfriend is very de yan dao worxzxzxz HAHAHA! :D he is very charming, very cute and very nice so all the girls out there please shoo shoo away! =PP imma pro bootlicker LOL.

i hate projects and quizzes

2009-01-20T00:50:00.003+08:00

HOLY MAMA.
the timetable for final exams has came out. and screw the TP website for giving wrong info on the release date of the timetable =.=

i hate comp prog because the project is as hard as a diamond. im stuck at part 2a(and i have like 8 parts left to do zz) and i thought edmund can save my day because he has finished his project even though its still 4 weeks away from the submission deadline. AND TO MY HORROR, he cant figure out the part 2a after 2 hours of brainstorming/braincracking or wadsoever =.= AND SHIT LA even my primary school classmate from info comm also dont know how to do! DIE DIE DIE =.=
sandy is very nice she said she will try her best to help me together with her boyfriend who happens to be in my jap class! :DD kindda still too early to be happy since i havent solve the problem but at least i saw a glimpse of hope LOL. thanks a million to my good ol' friend :DD

i hope friday will come earlier! cant wait to go get ang baos and drown myself in the sea of food paradise. i wana make ban mian and salty tang yuan again LOL. oh wait, it happens to be my cousin's birthday too. yeah i've got cakes to eat! must be choco ones, must be CHOCO ones!
;DDDDD muahahahaha food, FOOD, FOOOOODDDDDD!!

ok back to schoolwork again. bye T.T

yawns

2009-01-14T00:20:00.001+08:00

i should be revising for tomorrow's maths test or sleeping now instead of using the computer. someone slap me please =.=

had a great time pranking people on msn by impersonating them HAHAHA! sorry for being so boliao but i think its fun to see their reaction LOL.

OH AND I NEED HELP ON COMP PROG. like seriously the project is so damn difficult can! and other class's project topic is like so much easier compared to mine =( total suay-ness. ok forget about my goal for 3.65 gpa points. a pass for this subject is good enough.

and i hate boyfriend because he keeps thinking about this thursday since like.... two weeks ago? yeah yeah its an important day for him i admit, but i hate it that he keeps mentioning it for like every 15 minutes =.= and soon he will accompany his new "wife" more than me, spend more money on his "wife" etc which means lesser time for me etc BOO!!

ok gtg do my school work. CNY faster come please i need to take a break before the devil final exam comes haunting my life in feb =(

>:(

2009-01-05T23:03:00.008+08:00

>:( >:( >:(

im very fustrated now.

maybe all the "annons" out there should come together and hate tag me so i'll have a chance to vent my fustrations. comeon, dont be shy ;D

ok anyway, i drag myself out of my lovely bed to go for my boring lessons. i need more sleep please =(( skipped maths lecture(again) for lunch, omg i cant catch up and i dont feel like catching up =.= played some retarded and time-wasting games during PSPS which is quite enjoyable actually. competed games with classmates using our ds lite and all of them got thrashed by me! :DD ok actually not all but a few =.=

i login to friendster just now after leaving it to rot for like 3 months? i think its wayyy longer than 3 months lol =.= wanted to delete it since like long long ago but boyfriend asked me to keep it =/ same goes to facebook which i've only login for one day which is the day i created the account which means i've let it rot for more than a year already, how great LOL.

and once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :DD

jocelyn is very cute because she was very shocked when she realised that she's 18 this year. yup finally i found someone much more blur than me muahahahahaha ;P

oh and my bruises are healed! =DD

ok i know im very boliao to take pics of my bruises but here it is:

the one on my left leg. this is how big and ugly it looks when i bend my legs =(

and this is how it looks like when i straighten my legs! looks like heart shape right :Dbtw i love my nail colour in the first pic which is taken with flash =)

feeling much better now, shall go watch some doraemon before going to sleep.
hope this year will be a better year =D

happy new year =)

2009-01-01T13:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)
and happy 1 year and 1 month to boyfriend :DD

didnt go for countdown yesterday because all if us cant decide on where to go and we ended up in lan shop because the guys cant live without their dota. BOO~
went home at around 1+am and im glad i went home early because i became a zombie from waking up early for school so i need lots of beauty sleep. oh and my teacher is very nice because he cancelled the friday class woohoo! a super win-win solution for a short holiday break :)

anyway i got my term test results. I FREAKING SCREWED UP MY MATHS! ok not exactly screwed up because eveyone in my class got pwned by the very last question which is worth 20marks =.= and yup i only got 1 mark for that last question and the same thing happened to many of my classmates LOL.

boyfriend wants me to mention him more here :D
hello dear i miss u and u are very cute =)

i want more holidays

2008-12-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW.
and i wonder why the school chose such a weird date lor. as in it will be new year day on thursday and school ends at 1 pm on wednesday, so why not push the holidays till next week since all of us will still be in a holiday mood as there's an important public holiday stuck in between the first week =.=
oh well, i can forget about celebrating new year now. totally spoilt my mood because im having projects and assignments which must be completed soon.

my father came back from Batam today. he bought some tees and shorts for sister and i. I AM VERY HAPPY :DD not because the tees and shorts looks nice(they kinda looks like kids wear =X), but because my lao pa made an effort to buy them hahaha.
and im gonna wear them even if it looks ugly/old-fashioned/kiddy. its very rare for a dad to buy clothes for a 17 years old girl okay =)

my big and ugly bruises are still there! i can visualise my classmates laughing at my bruises omg =.=

hohoho merry christmas

2008-12-25T23:40:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

---christmas eve---
went ice skating =)
omg i keep falling down like a retard =.= and it results in super big bruises covering both my knees today. my knees looks so ugly now zzzzzzzzz. went bugis for food and pool. no im not the one playing pool, i will take an hour to strike in all the balls u see =X.

then we went to boat quay for drinks. gosh i hate that place man. its messy and crowded with lots of smokers, drunkass, skimpily dressed women and policemen =.= only one word can describe that place- CHAOTIC.
ok luckily the pub we went to is quieter. they provided us with party poppers and snow sprays to play with HAHAHA :D everyone starts to get high after playing. they ordered 3 bottles of martell and a tower but its not enough for 10+ people =( i cant feel the alcohol working in my body, unlike boyfriend who became a merlion LOL =P oh and i was very fustrated when i was waiting for my song for like 1-2 hours =.=
hey im a good girl ok, i have not drank for like one or two years even though my father loves to force me to drink during festive days =.=

---christmas day---
stayed at home watching tv and doing project. school reopens next week =(

OH AND I WAS VERY SAD BECAUSE I DIDNT GET TO WEAR THE ULTRA MINI SANTA HAT D:
actually its a very cute santa hat hair clip lol.

its a mess

2008-12-22T00:34:00.003+08:00

The tension of opposites

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."

our society keeps giving us the wrong messages. why must we be overly ambitious? is having all the power, money and fame that important? why are some people using all means just to get them? if you were to die in a few months time, does they really matter?

"When you learn how to die, you learn how to live." and please do not think that im talking about how to commit suicide etc. it means the things you will do before you die okay =.= in case you are wondering why im saying all these, its because i've read "Tuesdays with Morrie". its very meaningful and i encourage everyone to read it =)

my body feels really weird these few days. think im gonna fall sick soon =/ totally no mood to do anything except for lying on the bed watching tv. omg the vitamin c tablets that my mom bought smells like rotten food =.=

home sweet home

2008-12-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

im back from malaysia yoohoo! =D
miss my bed a lot, especially my bolster lol. finally can get to meet boyfriend :DD really enjoyed my short trip over there!

believe it or not, i sang at redbox for a nonstop of 5hours, and the bill is only RM9(including two drinks) for each person! super worth it man. whats more, u can stay there as long as u like if there is enough rooms for new customers. TOTAL SHOIKNESS :DD however the cheap price rate only applies to students, which means u'll have to bring along your student passes or pay higher prices which is still cheaper than kbox(singapore students welcomed!).

oh and i watched twilight! love love love love the movie =) luckily i watched it before i come back because i bet boyfriend wont ever watch romance movies with me =.= although its cheap(RM7) but the quality is not very good. however i prefer the cheaper price than the better quality lol.

i suddenly felt very broke now because i've spent quite a lot and i'll have to spend quite a lot zzz =(

shopping!!

2008-12-11T00:22:00.008+08:00

two down, one more to go!

omg i screwed up my papers a little =.=

after term test its time for shopping!! :DDD loves the year-end sales a lot muahahahaha =)

so many places having sales now, omg so tempting i wana buy so many stuffs but not enough money =.=

shall put up this boring pic of myself before im off to malaysia. actually im trying to smile when taking this pic lor(look at the slanted lips) =.=

but i like the colour effect a lot! not too yellowish haha =)

by the way im wearing a dress in this pic and its the first time boyfriend saw me wearing a dress! woah finally after one year can get to see my feminine side. aaron even got a shock when he saw me in a dress. "WOW u look like a lady today", he said =.=

wait... its the first time boyfriend saw me wearing makeup too. this totally proves how lazy i am. gua gua =.=

twinkle twinkle little star*

2008-12-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

my sister is super irritating now because she is talking on the phone LOUDLY for like more than 1 hour already.

sigh~ cant blame her for her loud voice. it runs in the blood zzz =.=
term test starts on tuesday and ends at thursday!
omg im very scared =( i hope i can pass with flying colours like last sem.

watched bolt at tampines mall today.
omg i still have the mood to watch movie when term test is just two days away =.=

i like rhino the hamster! he is damn cute man hahaha =)

i bought a ralph lauren polo tee from the US website for boyfriend because it is having a crazy sale, and then he asked me whether its a fake. walao eh i dont even bear to buy one for myself lor! buy one for him still say its a fake >:(

will be going to malaysia from friday till dont know which day. yeah can go shopping! and i miss redbox!! its malaysia's version of kbox but cheaper and better than kbox haha =)

im a lazy girl =(

2008-12-02T22:30:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! :DD
ok actually its yesterday not today LOL.

had an early celebration on last friday because school ends so late yesterday zzzzz.

and yesterday happened to be AIDS Day too, what a coincidence man =.=

TADA! boyfriend and i at sentosa. first time being carried on someone's shoulders lor so fun =D
maybe i should join a cheerleading team and enjoy being carried and tossed around LOL =X

anyway, yesterday we had PSPS(aka pangsaipangsai LOL) presentation.
the night before i was rushing out a drawing.

yes i know it looks like pangsai HAHAHA xD, cant expect any nice drawing from last minute work right =)

gotta go revise for jap test now, omg i havent start revising for term test =.=

juncui dont be so lazy leh, dont sleep so much la zzzzz =.=

happy birthday laopa!! =D

2008-11-27T23:22:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY LAOPA!! :DDD

TADA! presenting durian laopa cake =))
laopa: wa my looks got so old meh, getting older and older liao.
me: u got see someone getting younger and younger before meh =P

inserted candles on its hair and added birthday eggs made by my mom.
the cake looks so funny now LOL.

my cute laopa posing =))
laopa: WOAH FIVE CANDLES AH! i thought i 30 years old only?
me: ya you're 30 years old.... 20 years ago hahaha xD

i wonder why he loves to make funny faces when taking photos =.=

my dad and mom =D

omg term test =((

2008-11-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

did my jap presentation today. oh yeah i screwed it badly =.= need to study for next week's jap test ZZZZZZ..... i suddenly regretted taking jap as the teacher really cmi one lor.

reasons why she cmi:

1) She is not a japanese. (all the other teachers are japanese except her. i wonder why she can teach this subject man =.=)

2) According to miyao goro(a japanese), she dont pronounce the words properly. (maybe due to point 1?)

3) She loves to act cute =.= (imagine a 40+ years old lady acting cute and you'll get my point.)

4) She is too strict. (to the extend that we cannot even answer a call outside the class and need to ask her permission for everything like go toilet etc) omg am i back to secondary school life again?

5) She dont want to let me present first. (and i became the 2nd last to present zzzz)

ok i shall stop complaining and start studying for tests. jiayou jiayou jiayou!! i wana maintain my gpa, please dont drop kay =) term test is only two weeks away, omg i cant afford to be lazy now =.=

say hi to my ~~piggy~~ baby bank =D

cheese and fries

2008-11-22T19:25:00.005+08:00

im having terrible backaches now, helpppp =((

ordered my father's birthday cake yesterday.

TADA! durian flavoured laopa cake from emicakes =D

cant wait to take a look at the actual product =)

to-do list for my reference:

1) jap presentation-origami on wednesday omg die liao.

2) 4 overdued econs online assignments =.=

3) qmethod quiz on tuesday.

4) qmethod assignment due on tuesday.

5) comprog quiz on friday.

6) appointment on thurday 9am.

7) collect cake on thursday 7pm.

8) buy present.

9) facial with sister?

i wana buy a car leh! the car prices are so cheap now hahaha.

im gonna buy this car later! in my dreams that is LOL.

which cake?

2008-11-20T14:27:00.013+08:00

my sister came back from camp!! :DD
asked her to help me mop the floor hahaha =)

loading Saw V now, must drag sister to watch with me hehe =X

the pink bolster that boyfriend bought for me =D

next week is my father's birthday! =)

was surfing the net for his birthday cake and i found these:

so cute right! the second one looks more like my father(chubby face) but the first one's hairstyle is more like my father's hairstyle LOL. should i buy one of these or icecream cake?

i prefer icecream cake leh =XX

part-time housewife for a month =.=

2008-11-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

i was halfway doing my overdued econs online assignments now omg =.=
shall do the last one and do the rest next time. and i have one econs test and one maths test tomorrow OMG =.=
must remember to bring calculator and maths table!! must remember to bring calculator and maths table!! must remember to bring calculator and maths table!! must remember to bring calculator and maths table!!
ZZZZ i wana sleep now but i cant =.=

Reasons why i cant sleep yet:
1) i need to finsh the econs assignment.
2) i need to revise econs notes for tomorrow's test.
3) i need to practise maths questions.
4) i need to finish my dinner/supper.
5) i need to wash the whole mountian of dishes and plates.
6) i need to remove the dried laundry from the bamboo poles.
7) i must remember to bring my calculator and maths table!!
8) should i sweep the floor? =.=

im doing all the housechores now because my mother decided to take a "short" break of one month claiming that she has a lot of wedding dinners/events to attend =( so yup, she wont be at home for a month and i've became a temporary part-time housewife =.=
i forgot all about the housechores yesterday and i had to do it from 1+am to 3+am because i only remembered to do it before i go to sleep. i need my sister badly! =( she's in camp now and i have to do all these alone =(((
ok i shall stop ranting and just do it =) i can do it! i can be a full-time student and temporary part-time housewife at the same time! i must do it! god my beauty sleep =.=

boyfriend bought me a pink mini bolster after he came back from malacca =) its cute but too small for me so im like hugging it with my stinky long bolster which is passed down from my father LOL. i feel so happy just by looking at it, so pinkkkk! :D LOL.

ok i need to continue doing my assignment. msn please dont came near me because i hate u =.= i need concentration!!! ;DDDDDDDD

i love xiao long bao =D

2008-11-15T23:04:00.004+08:00

didnt go Swensens in the end because my sister forgot to bring the swensens voucher =.=

so we went to Din Tai Fung instead.

XIAO LONG BAO!! :DDDDDDDD

there's two missing because sister and i ate one each immediately when it is served LOL. the ones i ate in Shanghai still tastes better though =)

this is called Dan Dan Mian. i ordered this because its name sounds so cute, but it tastes like noodles mixed with peanut butter sauce ewww =.= omg i regretted ordering this man =(

bought this mini heat pad for use when im cold =) the colourless liquid will turn white and gives out heat when the metal strip in it is bented.

i didnt do any assignments in the end =.= gosh im so lazy zzz =(

i hate my boyfriend

2008-11-15T12:49:00.002+08:00

our class earned a total profit of $110 yay! :DD
but the money is not going into our pockets lol =.= felt quite good that im doing my part to help people of my age group haha =)

and I HATE MY BOYFRIEND! he is enjoying himself in Malacca now while i have to stay at home to do assignments =(
ok im just joking! boyfriend is very good to me because he gave me $10 claiming that its the money for my lunch/dinner, god i feel so weird getting forced by him to take the money lor =.= i wont starve to death what =.=

i should be praying now because im scared that he will get killed by a white tiger if he happens to go to the zoo over there. im like super shocked when i heard the news lor, i didnt know singapore zoo will have this kind of incident man. it seems so safe to live in singapore. oh well now i know that i must protect myself from tigers and lions and and crocodiles =.=

im so going to swensens! will be going there with my sister later yay! :DD

ccn day

2008-11-14T00:17:00.005+08:00

hello all =) tomorrow or shall i say today is.................
CCN DAY!!! :DD

its an event to help raise funds for the needy students in TP =)
and there is NO NEED for donations! just buy anything from our students, be it a muffin, a cake, a hotdog or even sweets, u are already helping the needy students because ALL the profits will automatically go into the CCN fund =) its that easy! just buy what u like and u will be helping them to raise funds! every single dollar counts so let's do our part and buy buy buy! :DD

we welcome anyone to visit TP! whether u are young or old or handsome or pretty or fat or skinny we dont mind =) anyone can do their part for the needy students =D u dont have to be a TP student to participate in this event! come visit our school k :D the needy students needs help from everyone to pay for their school fees. people who are the more fortunate ones should help them out as education is very important yup?

my class will be selling puddings and cupcakes =DD wanted to do car wash and car waxing initially but our care person said that a lot of classes are doing that =.=

must come and support hor!! i hope i will be super busy selling all the cupcakes and puddings hahaha =))

went to eat fish & co. with boyfriend and his cousins =) went to watch Madagascar 2 aftermath. a cute and funny show, but i prefer kungfu panda more lol =D

remember to SUPPORT CCN DAY!! thanks thanks :DD
the event will start at 12pm and will end at around 4-5pm =)

i want a puppy :D

2008-11-11T23:58:00.005+08:00

i've always wanted to get a puppy since young.

i remembered i was in primary 5/6 during that time and i watch animal planet everyday. that's when i saw how beautiful huskys are on tv: a coat of nice beautiful fur and a pair of icy blue eyes. i thought to myself,"wow i dont know dogs can look so cool by nature man, i must get one when im older."

i used to be afraid of large dogs because i got bitten by one when i was playing with her puppies. she bit my butt =.= must be thinking that im bullying her puppies =.= the pain is so intense that i really thought her teeth drilled holes thorugh my butt man. i cried immediately and ran towards my mom and asked her to check whether my butt has any holes/bleedings. thank god there's no holes lor! im only around 6 years old during that time and i dont want to have any holes in my butt for the rest of my life LOL.
once bitten twice shy. no wonder i can still remember it clearly up till now.

i wana get a puppy when im in the 20s/30s hahaha! wont get one now because i know i wont have the time and responsibility to take good care of it. cant get a husky because i live in a HDB flat so i wana get something small and cute like:

a Pomeranian! :D cute, white and fluffy omg i want!

or a Toy Poodle! :D cute, white and fluffy too LOL.

hopes that xinyi's husky will get well soon =)

i miss mr yee

2008-11-10T01:08:00.005+08:00

omg my psps group powerpoint look so chim =.=

really dont understand a thing lol.

went bugis for tian tian steamboat =)

made my hair and shirt smelly again =.= and i wonder why they had a fun time calling each other pork/liver etc LOL.

sian i dont feel like going to school =( this semester's teachers have poor teaching skills =.= cant learn anything from them. i wana change my timetable! really loves the previous one and the teachers are better too. I MISS MR YEE! he's the best teacher man! how i hope that he can teach me every lesson =(

censored rainer and derek's faces so that the focus is on mr yee.

MR YEE I MISS YOU!!!! :((

oh and that purple hairy thing is his cute toy LOL :D

goal!!

2008-11-09T00:42:00.004+08:00

i bought a new mirror! :D
love it totally because its bigger than my previous mirror and because boyfriend paid for it LOL.
thanks ah dear =)

i have a purple fan at home, soo random haha :D
will continue to use the cracked mirror's comb, ahh dont bear to throw it away =.=

and there's two pairs of socks stucked in my bag now because boyfriend brought it for his cousins to play bowling but they didnt play bowling in the end. omg i feel so weird having to carry socks around in my small bag lol.

watched soccer at his cousin's house again. actually its quite boring leh, but when someone's going to strike a goal its like so exciting LOL. the poor goal keeper's face got kicked by his opponent's player. omg i can feel his pain lor =.=

and yup i've learnt my lesson: do not be too nice to people because they will bully u and take your kindness for granted.
this is true ok! im sure xinyi agrees too because she have the waiting experience before but i think mine's like worse than hers LOL xD

im a happy girl :D
because i know that there's still some people out there who really cares for me =)

yes im the mean one

2008-11-08T02:27:00.005+08:00

yeah right im rude im ill tempered im exaggerating im stuborn im ridiculous WADEVER.
defend her if u all want to.
I WILL STILL MAKE MY STAND.
u all dont know the whole story ok?

i was kind towards her when we were still friends ok!

when she asked for my ezlink so that she could go for clubbing i lend it to her IMMEADIATELY. she returned it to me afterwards, but she lend it from me again after a few days. it was december and i travel a lot during that time. she didnt give me a spare ezlink and i have to use coins everytime i take a bus. BUT I STILL LEND IT TO HER WILLINGLY because she's my friend. my daily transport fees during that time totaled up to more than $4 because i've no ezlink BUT I DIDNT COMPLAIN.
I SWEAR I DIDNT COMPLAIN FOR THE FIRST FEW DAYS. why? because i trusted her. because i thought that she will return it to me asap like what she said.

but what happened? days have past... and still no sign of my card.
even my boyfriend got fustrated because he had to help me find coins everyday =.= initially he told me not to lend her my card, but i ignored his advice. why? BECAUSE I TREATED HER AS MY FRIEND AND I WANA HELP HER.

after that more than one week have gone.... still no sign of my card. getting fet up of all the transport fees i have to pay and the troublesome it caused, i kept rushing her to give it back to me. one day, she said she will pass me back went she come back to bedok and i waited for her at a coffeeshop. i waited and waited for one hour..... no sign of her. so i messaged her and she replied asking me to wait a little longer. so i waited because I TRUSTED HER. but guess what? after more than 4 hours of waiting for her, SHE DIDNT TURN UP.
my father even called me up serveral times because its already midnight. i called her up BUT I CANT GET THROUGH HER PHONE. called for many times but its still the same. CAN U IMAGINE IT YOURSELF? i waited so long for her and she didnt turn up, with her phone off somemore =.=

so i went home with all the nasty emotions in my heart. I CANT STAND IT, really. i treated her nicely but what did she did to me? and on top of that, she DIDNT even explain to me why she didnt turn up at all. ITS AS IF SHE THOUGHT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO BUT TO WAIT FOR HER HIGHNESS TO TAKE HER MOTHERFUCKING TIME TO RETURN MY CARD. she even used up the value in my ezlink without topping it back after using, how inconsiderate uh?

so yup i EXPLODED like a volcano when i finally got back my card. not even a word "sorry" from her man. she just left some coins beside me and walked away. WILL U GET ANGRY IF U WERE IN MY SHOES? when i asked why she didnt turn up after i waited for hours, she said that she quarrelled with her bf blah blah blah...
as if i will believe her man! will u believe this kind of excuse when u were mad like crazy? she really got over my limit of tolerance already. even if its the truth she should have told me first right? why cant she tell me the reason? why must i ask her first? shouldnt she be the one who take the initiative to explain things to me?

so yep... it all started because i was kind-hearted to lend her my stuff.
but what did i get in return? NOTHING GOOD AND EVERYTHING BAD.
no thank u, no sorry, no wadsoever.

NOTHING.

oh forget it. nobody understands what i've felt. everyone only knows how to defend her. ya im the bad girl here. im the baddie while she's the victim alright? go and pity her ok. everyone please scold me because im BAD. im not KIND im not CARING im a HEARTLESS girl =)

i love my bf

2008-11-08T00:06:00.010+08:00

omg my cookies turned out weird and too sweet because there's too much chocolate =.=
my father even commented that it looks like shit lor =.=

feeling super sad now because my beloved comb+mirror's mirror cracked =(

it's not because i looked at the mirror too much so it cracked hor!
it must have became tired after serving me for years LOL.
i wonder which place will sell the same exact piece man zzzzz =(

likes this ribbon a lot because its made up of tiny ribbons so cool =)
would be nicer if it were pink instead of yellow =/
but pink ribbon is for breast cancer one haha xD

and im gonna announce a shocking news that winston got CHICKEN POX! :D
congrats to him!! after waiting for 17 years he finally got it and gets 2 weeks mc LOL :DD
im so happy because he gets to feel the itchness and all HAHAHA =X
ok im joking ok! =.=
get well soon =)

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! HE ROCKS =D

i need a huge dose of dark chocolate

2008-11-06T22:16:00.008+08:00

gonna post something emotional so please skip this thanks thanks =D

life's wonderful because i have a bunch of wonderful classmates :DD
totally love them lor! especially the times when we crowd together for the lastest gossips LOL. and i realised that guys gossip a lot too, but it still cant beat their interest in looking out for babes every single second =.= no wonder there's a saying that all guys are lecherous and horny bastards.

i gonna change into angry mode now because this is really getting on my nerves even though it happened two weeks ago.

life's a bitch because there's a barking female dog attacking innocent people for no reason. if u happen to read this then good for u because im typing this for a reason. actually i intend to forgive u for what u did to me in the past by replying your message etc. BUT i totally regretted having the thoughts of being friends with u again, TOTALLY. i cant believe u were so unreasonable to the extent of scolding some shit like "people just don't really make effort on what they can do" and "people were just choosing the fun entertainment since they had to pay money anyway" on your blog.

like hello? what's wrong with not having enough money to pay for all those events? if i were to go for both i would have to spend more than $50 in a day which is really ridiculous given the amount of pocket money i have each month. and i have to spent money for her birthday gift too. including the time and effort i put in for her birthday, i dont see why u can scold me as "people who dont make effort on what they do".

i chose the fun entertainment because i can proceed to cut birthday cake with her after that. i admit that i personally prefer going for fun entertainment but if u all were to go for it first and then dinner aftermath im sure i will go for the dinner instead.

furthermore, my 2nd semester just started(during that time) and i need money to buy all the textbooks which totals up to $100+. i told huimei about it and she understands, so i dont see why u must bark so loud when u are not even trying to understand the situation. AND I HATE TO BORROW MONEY. shut your trap about the borrow money thing, i totally dislike it unless its emergency k. and what's your financial difficulty man? buying new books or buying new clothes? it must be the latter i guess.

so yup, please go home and fuck yourself with cucumber or wadever shit instead of being some unreasonable bitch. u betrayed my trust before and im not gonna let u have the second chance of betraying me. AND PLEASE DONT COME AND TELL ME THAT THE POST IS NOT REFERRING TO ME. only me, corin, my boyfriend and his friend went for the fun entertainment thing instead of both. so dont come and act pityful cause i wont fall for it =) anyway even if u're not refering to me so what? i will still voice out my opinion as a third party.

oh its your birthday uh? happy birthday female dog =) im so sorry i forgot to buy doggie treats and dog chain for u =(

ok enough of all these =) will be trying out the new cookie recipe tomorrow with extra dark chocolate added yums =D

what should i do?

2008-11-05T23:15:00.005+08:00

maybe i've really became your invisible air.
it will always be with you, and you cant live without it.
but you keep neglecting it and dont bother noticing its needs because it's invisible.
i cant help feeling more and more insecure lately.
please, grant me a live, please.
i dont wana be just plain air,
i wana be your favourite perfume so that you will always remember me,
will always wear me on your body,
and to let me be by your side for a purpose.

oh my gosh e.maths 2 is killing me man =(
i totally hate a.maths during secondary school life and im still hating it now =.= everytime felt like giving up when i cant even solve a simple question which seem like some alien language to me.

and i actually mistook OBAMA for OSAMA when reading the news. how blur can i be =.=

i wana eat KFC and XIAO LONG BAO!!
i hope someone kind soul out there will jio me out for nice food, or even better, treat me to nice food hahaha =D

stupid derek

2008-11-03T23:20:00.008+08:00

found this when i was browsing through my pics.
omg it happened wayyy back in July =.=

Conclusion no. 1: Derek is very stupid.
Conclusion no. 2: Derek has an old heart.
Conclusion no. 3: Derek will do anything to get what he wants, and that includes stripping naked WOOHOO~~! :DD

And therefore Derek is WEI SHENG MIAN BOY BOY! xD

:(

2008-11-02T01:47:00.013+08:00

To my dearest:

dear i lost this lovely keychain u gave to me =(

im really sorry =(
it just dropped out and i cant find it anywhere T.T

one-two-threee!

2008-11-01T02:12:00.001+08:00

OMG i almost died when im editing the html because the codes are sooo messy that i get giddy by just looking at it =.=
but im quite happy with the results! :D
gotta let boyfriend see HAHAHA =)

=)

Aimless

its a mess

CNY!!! :DD

the battle with the cockroach

im fine and happy

happily never after

happy new year

vietnam trip

hi im back from vietnam ! :DD

im not dead yet, my blog is.

looking forward to friday! :D

6 more days to go!!!! :((((

9 more days to go :(((

16 days to go :(

i hate the school website >:(

09.09.09

awful day :(

holidayssss!!

lousy day

2 more to go!

happy day! (again =.=)

happy day =)

survey!!!

FML

im a hungry ghost

boredom

hate projects

Im bored :(

ah-soo-s?

>:(

nobody knows this

will u give me ur heart?

its all about money

what birthday means

a girl trapped in a guy's body?

im still alive

$$$$

he is a gay?

OMG!

holy da bian!

food!!!

hello?

i hate prawns

D:

OMFG

Hahaha :)

i want monehhhh

i thought im gonna die

exams >:(

smelly big fat pig

tralala~

>:(

:DD

imma crazy girl

i hate sbs.

i want icecream *hint hint* :D

i hate projects and quizzes

yawns

>:(

happy new year =)

i want more holidays

hohoho merry christmas

its a mess

home sweet home

shopping!!

twinkle twinkle little star*

im a lazy girl =(

happy birthday laopa!! =D

omg term test =((

cheese and fries

which cake?

part-time housewife for a month =.=

i love xiao long bao =D

i hate my boyfriend

ccn day

i want a puppy :D

i miss mr yee

goal!!

yes im the mean one

i want icecream hint hint :D